it's fixed!

Bismillah..

it's been a long time..
for me,not to blog walking..
and now, need to do blog walking to certain blog asap...

since life gonna be hard and harder,
i'll try to do things as efficient as possible..
insyaAllah...

it's fixed..date is fixed!!

less than three month to go..
nervous, worried, blur, and tired...
mixed feeling...
and really need to calm down..

the "list to do" is quite long and i'm done nothing...
what the first things to do?
fill up form?
cards?
backdrops?
dress?
catering?
goodies?
which one???

pray Allah make all easy...

3 month notice

Bismillah...

3 month...
seem so short when deals with study...
not yet done journal writing in 3 month
not yet done chapter writing in 3 month
arghh...so short

and one more thing that cannot be done in 3 month..
this one is something that will change my life totally...
will change my status...
will change my point of view...
will change my heaven direction...from mom to...hurmmm

3 month??
what i'm suppose to do?
what i'm suppose to react?
yes?
no?
give us another chance?
what?

one thing to do for now..
keep calm and istikharah

hela nafas kesyukuran

bismillah..

No matter how hard life could be, we know deep in our heart,
we will keep moving
cause Allah is there...always

Allah..
berikan lah ketenangan..
dan jadikan apa yang pernah berlaku iktibar dlm ceritaku..
jadi kan perpisahan ini pengakhiran penyeksaanku,
dan jadikan pertemuan akan datang sebagai bermulanya bahagiaku...
aku redha atas apa yang berlaku..
dan ikhlas utk aku melepaskan sesuatu yang sukar...

mungkin pada yang lain, bunyi nya seakan mngeluh
keluhan kesedihan dan kekecewaan...
namun cukup jelas pada aku..
ia adalah hela nafas kesyukuran..
syukur kerana sekali lagi cinta ku di uji...
dan aku tetap memilih redha padaMu...

In life there are people that will hurt us and cause us pain,
but we must learn to forgive and forget and not hold grudges.

In life there are mistakes we will make,
but we must learn from our wrongs and grow from them.

In life there are regrets we will have to live with,
but we must learn to leave the past behind and realize it is something we can't change.

In life there are people we will loose forever and can't have back,
but we must learn to let go and move on.

In life there are going to be obstacles that will cause interference,
but we must learn to overcome these challenges and grow stronger.

In life there are fears that will hold us back from what we want,
but we must learn to fight them with the courage from within.

God holds our lives in his hands. He holds the key to our future.
Only he knows our fate.

He see's everything and knows everything.
Everything in life really does happen for a reason: "God's Reason".

-Angie Flores-

so true

I miss the taste of a sweeter life
I miss the conversation
I’m searching for a song tonight
I’m changing all of the stations

I like to think that we had it all
We drew a map to a better place
But on that road I took a fall
Oh baby why did you run away?

I was there for you
In your darkest times
I was there for you
In your darkest nights

But I wonder where were you?
When I was at my worst
Down on my knees
And you said you had my back
So I wonder where were you?
When all the roads you took came back to me

So I’m following the map that leads to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following to you
The map that leads to you
Ain't nothing I can do
The map that leads to you
Following, following, following

I hear your voice in my sleep at night
Hard to resist temptation
'Cause something strange has come over me
And now I can’t get over you
No, I just can’t get over you