Wednesday 10 June 2015

a reflection of the past

Bismillah...

its happen again...
Really need a way out…
And turn back time…
At least 9 years ago…
Where I can truly go for what I want in life..
Not living for other people…
Not pleasure other heart and ignore mine..

I feel sooo fake…
Lie to my own heart…
Crying inside for so many years…
Trying to do things I hate…

And laughing for stupid jokes…

BUT;

at the end of the day..
i know i can still smile for all of it...

its been a while,
the past memories cross by...
and say hi...
just a glance, but its change everything...
that colleague is really similar to someone i know..
my best friend..the act, the jokes...totally the same...
makes me missed the good old days...
sugguh dahsyatnya....haha

p/s: how i always found the same person on all level of my life...

have a break