changes

Bismillah...

After some times...
yeah...i am not as young as before...
and not as active as before...
this blog thing...become no longer as a part of my life..

and thats is one of the thing that i miss so much today...

why i used to choose blog?
sometimes...i love to run away from my real life..
blog is somewhere, where i can speak more, laugh more, learn more and..
most important thing "without hurtin' someone directly"

it is totally different with facebook...
where everybody seem toooo damn good...
i cannot complain this and that...
i cannot express my anger, my dissapointed...i mean not directly..
because there were too many person there...

people choose to use FB to express their happinese...
getting married, getting pregnant, getting a buquet of flowers..bla bla...
while they are forgetting that...
in some other place,
they are a person who still looking for a love...
still looking for a baby...
still looking for a happiness in life..

thats why i rarely share my story on the FB wall..

well, yet...
now i rarely share my life either on blog...
why?
i don't have time to do so...
work work work...
i used to tell people "kerja...sampai mati pun tak habis"
but then, what am i doin' right now..
work until i didn't see a sun rise and sun set anymore..
for whom?i am not so sure...
back then, i have a clear vision about my job..
but now, it become sooo blurr...
give promises that you never can make it..
just like what happen in Malaysia...
promises and corruption....
damn i hate those both...

oh ya..
now i choose insta better than blog and FB...
why?
its easy to express youself in the picture without getting people comment on it..
normally in ista, what people do is to double click a.k.a like then leave..
no heart feeling huh..
thats what i thought...and thats what i do...

I am getting bored with the environment in my working place...
with the people, actually...
why there must be a place for people "kaki kipas" and "kaki mengadu"
and this people...alwayyysss get a place for boss trust...

i really looking forward for new job...
why?
because i cannot stand working with arrogant people..
and stupid...like "bodoh-sombong"
tak tahu, buat2 tahu, pastu salah...tetibe orang lain yang die salahkan...

rasa nak "panggg" je...

motive of the story line today?
nothings...just wanna share something that i cannot share in real life...
why?
since i dont have someone that can listen to my-not-worthing-story anymore..

yeah...everybody is growing up now..and busy...and miserable...and tired...

ok then...

p/s: time have really change...until i see no more you in me...