what goin' on, beb?

Bismillah...

Its been a month already...
did not post anything yet for this month of barakah..Ramadhan

If I still can say this..hehe
Salam Ramadhan...

a lot of things happen around me...
and bryan adam "please forgive me" song keep playing in my mind
well, I'm surely did so many bad thing past couple of month, or maybe past couple of year..
forgive me please...

anyway what is actually happen to me?

well, i've got a job at KLIA..just to search some different mood..haha, yeah right~

everyday view...please make sure if you using international flight (Air Asia), come early...
because from the first check point, u need to walk 10 minutes..if u run, then it'll be 8 minutes...haha
and of course there is second check point too...weird huh?well...

and of course, i found another brother...abang ngah la konon..
we decide to resign together, however because of pending payment, then he still on that "not-clever" company until friday...be patient please...
my abg ngah already report about this company to HR ministry..great...so company cannot easily bullying staff like what this company do..thanks Allah cause it happen to us..what if it is happen to someone with SPM level where they just about to get their first job.

oh, yes..i have the opputunity to sahur and "sungkei"= berbuka dalam bahasa sarawak at KLIA2..
and thank for every single person that show so much concern and treat me with food...forget to mention, food in KLIA2 is superb expensive for someone like me...

This Rice and Anchovies Sambal: Made by my small2 friend, An...thankz..simple yet full with Love..great taste...

This Masak Kurma Ayam and Sayur Campur: Made by Abg Polis KLIA2..sedap sgt

 Gloria Jean...long time no see...ok..the coffe : Mint Chocolate Bomb, I buy myself and the puff is be treat by 2 little brother, who work there..sweet man...

and the coffee...nobody can forget the taste..superb gilerss..

Some other time, this is the only food i ate...

for sahur, texas porridge is favret...confirm sedap!

Ok..This Ayam Masak Merah made by Intan Mom..and no doubt..taste like mom dishes...

This is for sahur...one of the worker (not my company) give this..Ayam Masak Kicap..and one sweeet kurma..thanks for the unknown man who give me this..

This is give by customer..because I help her, and she said "This is a gift for you"...a sweet korean women..thanks...

Last but not least...Kurma YUTA...from my lovely boss ever...Prof.Zainal..

Prof:"what are you doin?"

Me: Sleep...(Oh snap!!)

terpakse mengaku sbb die bukak pintu terus..haha

kerana terpaksa aku relakan...

Ifthar with Family...done
Ifthar alone...done
Ifthar with kolej-mate...done
Ifthar with Teh..this evening
Ifthar with Nadia, Ecah, Wan...Tomorrow
Ifthar with my best friend...not yet
Ifthar with hubby...seems like never gonna happen...still single..haha

whatever it is..this month give 1001 stories in mylife..
most of them is sad...
but, I'm sure that is the best to happen in my life line...
and now looking a job in Seremban area..

Happy Sungkei y'olls...

liar

Bismillah..

some may pronounce as LIAR (malays version) a.k.a wild
and some may pronounce LIAR a.k.a cheater..

Well, this year..
from early of the year...
not even a single weekend left out with weeding story..

i am such a liar if i told that i don't feel anything...
some of the day, i felt very angry and dissapointed..
and some of the day, i feel very happy to stay single..

and today..
 i feel very sleepy and tired..
think about resignation..
haha..just after one week..
soooo-not-a-fighter..

suddenly a prince come and save me...
with some kind of super bike..
the big one...black hair...till shoulder...just like the way i want to..
"senyum senget"..just like i dream to..
elegant, sophisticated, smart with tie..
not too romantic, but enough to make me smile..

damn...dream again! dushhh

"Alhamdulillah kerana memberi kekuatan dan redha terhadap perkahwinan kami serta mempermudahkan urusan majlis kami tahun 2014 ini..Alhamdulillah"

ps: Ustazah kata doa yakin benda da pun jadi boleh...yang penting yakin..

Follow the wind

Bismillah..

i've got only 5 minutes to write on my blog..damn
i should spend more time in my life for my life..

well,
life a bit change..just follow the wind anyway
alhamdulillah..
result presentation done..
and now focusing on writing..
well, not so writing la..
since i've got new job..at klia2 (not stewardess..please no...)

just in small small company..
i thought sobah will be there too, but yet he quit 2 days just
before i'm in..
no friends..no mood...
and what am i thinking right now is just to gain some experience..
since i am 26 now..
and no experience..pity my self..
so i just give a shoot on this..

tired.. and super tired
yet, that is life..
i pray, everything goes simply smooth..
and for all of you too.. k

daa....

the hard part

Bismillah

bila bersahabat,
apa yang paling sukar adalah mengekalkan persahabatan

bila bercinta,
apa yang paling sukar adalah mengekalkan percintaan

bila sudah berkahwin,
apa yang paling sukar adalah mengekalkan perkahwinan

the hard part always come after we have it..
there is a time I felt...
I don't want to have it at the first place...
but after a deep thought,
before i owned it, i want it..badly

Allah give us what we pray for,
and after that,
when we feel hurt, we just get mad and say
"Why Allah give me this and that"

I really hope and pray...
I don't be one of that kind..

because I know,
every single person that come to my life
is a gift...
Alhamdulillah...
now I know a lot of people with a lot of attitude..

Say Something

Bismillah..

Hey you!!...
Yes you...

Say something, I'm giving up on you

I'll be the one, if you want me to

Anywhere I would've followed you

Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I am feeling so small

It was over my head

I know nothing at all

And I will stumble and fall

I'm still learning to love

Just starting to crawl

Say something, I'm giving up on you

I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you

Anywhere I would've followed you

Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I will swallow my pride

You're the one that I love

And I'm saying goodbye

Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you

And anywhere I would've followed you (Oh-oh-oh-oh)

Say something, I'm giving up on you

Say something, I'm giving up on you

Say something...

Thanks for the love and memories 

that still stay in me.. 

and Alhamdulillah for the love that need me to hold..

It might seem like a fate..

but it need faith..for me to hold on..

#GivingUp

Its Time

I don't care if I hurt,
but I won't let you..
I don't care if I don't smile,
but I won't let you..
Only one things I let you do,
left me..
If you happy with someone else,
better than with me,
then I let you..

I see you cry,
I see you hurt,
and I even see you miserable...
Its hurt me when I have to see that
in you..

Now,
You have your own life,
You have your own happiness,
You have your own someone,

so,
I let you,
to left me..

Quey sera..sera..
Whatever will be, wil be..

Lately..When Bad Things Happen

Bismillah...

I having a nightmare..and the problem is..
it is not a dream..gosh..

I just don't understand why this is happening..
but, i absolutely know how it happen..

It suppose to be just fine..
but just because of one small mistake that we make,
the problems getting bigger and bigger..
until he said "tim is just like prof.zainal"
what that suppose to mean..genius?
but of course..
he the one who doesn't know how to deal with it..
ask us to settle everything and back off..
and suddenly say "I call the boy, and I know you not clear with me"
If only I can say...
"Assalamualaikum...we tell everything at the very beginning...
and you say nothing regarding this let us handle...we explain already!!
and know what..
how about if I quit since you accusing me for doing something that i'm not even done it..
and maybe after that you may explain to your boss.."
how that sound?
I am pissed off...I am not that desperate..
after what happen in my project,
he make thing worst..

but yes,
when I a bit cool down..I can't even imagine..
how if i said those..for sure..
me..creating a world war 3...damn!

Right from this moment..
I learn something...
never ever deal with someone that you don't know..
or maybe..someone hypocrite..

# I will not begging for sorry...things past already...