when "she" put me down and i run..

Bismillah...

what a busy month...
meeting everyday, every time, and everywhere...
and the application???Naaa...

well, talking about someone that put u down to a low level...
thats not cool, when u think u r better than others...
this is something that happen to me...
my bossy said : "u dont know this, u dont know that"
i thought, "if u knew it, show me"..thats your job anyway, to show me...
and yet, u dont know it either...
however...i may not be a perfect person, but i am not stupid too..
i once learn from a person call Dr.Eddie...
u know how hard to be his student...and i am his student...
so, please dont talk something that later will embarrassing you, bossy!

i just want to be a good researcher...yet, i am not a assistant..
i work 7 days a week..
bossy, u not paying me...please don't ask me to do ur not-so-clean job...
its Malaysian people money..so use it wisely, please~~
dilemma...should i stop study??

just because i felt down now,
so i do another job..instead of stay and have a heartbreak..
my schedule..

26-28 April: Gelang patah, Johor | i'm going t see fisherman..excited..with my lovely Dr.Nitty and my sweet girlfren CT..hehe
2 May: Meeting again..
5 May: PRU13..home sweet home senawang, negeri sembilan
6-8 may: Kedah..survey paddy farmer
26-28 May: Port Dickson | discussion group with chicken farmer
3-5 June: Kuantan | MSAP: for supply chain seminar..need to present a paper..
4 June: My proposal seminar..redundent with MSAP...stresss!!
July-October: Survey chicken farmer
October: Graduation-Day..Do some survey on consumer attitude...

enough for now..i actually have more than this..sleepy in workplace...

i have vitamin, hundred plus, kfc burger..and then work with my doremon...

superb cloud in the house...

bismillah...

i found something interesting!!

a cloud..in the house...

The question is how he does that? The simple answer to it lies within our powerful science that if you regulate the temperature and control the humidity of the space, creating ideal or nearly perfect conditions, and spray a short burst from a fog machine to create a cottony cloud suspended in the middle of the space you have worked on for this splendorous view even if it lasts just for an instant.

super right?letz do it at home..haha

p/s: got marketing exam today..all the best to myself

me as mikegyver

Bismillah...

wah~~ a lot of things happen in life in a week..
tired, and seem like i have never ending job..haha

1. i went to PTD exam..well, u guys..believe me, the question is not that hard..just like a form 5 exam i guess..at least i know myself how the exam is..

well, for section A: General knowledge

Section B: mostly about math and solve problem

Section c: Malay Essay

Section D: English Essay

it takes me 8.00am till 3.00 pm...

 Same but different

Then i need to sent my sister to airport...she have a vacation in vietnam...nice...looks below..it 2.3 million!!in vietnam note..huhu
in malaysia, it just about RM400.00

and i spend a lot of my time last sunday with this kiddo...haha
fun, and love them both...and they 25 years old already..ok...

one is teacher, and the other one is aquaculturist

plus, i've got doremon in the house..yatta!!!!

last but not least..this week i super busy..meeting and seminar...but nice..
love new things to learn..

and this time is AMOS..hait!!

 even in Malaysia..we learn with laptop in front..haha

and the result is~~~

the model...

maybe not so much useful for me, now..but sooner when i have my Phd, this software is compulsory..
i dont know..but i love to use this software..looks like Photoshop a bit, but with thousand statistically solution..

fuh, until then..i still have work to do...haishh~~haha

Cash back: Insurance Insurance

Bismillah...

Alhamdulillah..thankz Allah for giving me a chance to breath, see, speak, listen...
i do so many wrong things- hurting You, don't do whatever You say..
i feel bad...really...
i don't know what happen to me..
i pray i will be a better person tomorrow...guide me Allah..

well, i'm quite ~jiwang~ this week...
why? because so many things happen in my life..
so many question not yet have an answer..

what i see is..all people seems happy about what they did and do...
and me, everything is going wrong...but
thankz Allah coz one thing...i finish my questionnaire for my research this week...
really happy with that present from Allah...

today things..
i got an email..
for an interview - government position..
yet, i know i won't get it..since people say its hard..hurm~~
its PTD interview..what am i expected..

but i should give a try..just to see, how i improve so far..right?

rezeki..who knows..hehe

by the way, today....
i got a call..from RHB insurance..
name: Cash-Back Plan
well, i am thinking about taking an insurance for myself..
and i thought why not listen to the cute girl voice..hehe
she seems a bit nervous after i question her "why should i believe u"-happy!!
but yeah...i should try this insurance maybe..
and i said yes after not-5-minutes conversation (she said all she take is only 5 minutes to talk)..

well, the cost only RM44/month..and i thought i just wanna give a try...
AND..since my RHB account is not active, so i just said yes...(no money-actually)
bad of me..bad girl..bad girl...ops~~

one more things..
my office-mate seems so excited to order and plan for her wedding..
and me???oh...i don't even have a date yet...
should i be a dictator person?well i always a DICTATOR!!
better get a date this week...this year, 3 month already pass-away..

kepahitan dan kemanisan

Bismillah..

Look like my sickness becoming worse...
now i have back-pain, tooth-pain, and also...
my inside-women problem...

afraid to see Doctor and have medical check-up...
a lot of things playing bad thought in my mind...

but while i have all this pain, i try to make myself smile and happy with my friend..
aishah and asfahani..
lets have western in MURNI bukit jalil...GPS: type: jalan 16/155C, Bukit jalil

 FRIED NOODLE WITH CHICKEN CHOP

PRICE: RM12.00

this is soooo much in a plate..full stomach already

 see, this is the best!!

wait..let see the drink that i order: LILY SPECIAL

price:RM5.00

this drink have: Nata De Coco-Longan-Lychee-Watermelon and Mint in it...

the taste is absolutely Superb!!!

this is the result of the taste..

love it my lunch with my friend today..

lets go somewhere else soon...

microeconomics test tomorrow...

Bismillah...

here the most afraid-able is just around the corner...
My Allah...what should i do?
i can't study anymore...

Microeconomics..
i never imagine i gonna meet you in this situation...
i am absolutely not ready...fuh~~

ever see a board with full of equation like this in movie?
i once dream to have a class like this before...a long time ago...and~~~

well, it is not a fantasies...it is real...

this is how my microeconomics class happen every Tuesday night...

it is hurtfull...and hopeless class...i can't.... a business agriculture student learn economics in math???
why i always dream something like this? and when i get it, i dont like it...
what a shame of me...

somehow, syukur because Allah always give me a thought about what am i ask for..
..and He always know what is the best for me...
yes i dream about a board like this, and now i get it...
but, this economic class is only for audit..which no result includes in CGPA...
and that makes me feel better a bit..

what so ever, this microecomics class is cool, and superb...
feel like genius! seriously...haha

lets study...with smile of course...
JIKA KAU FIKIRKAN KAU BOLEH,KAU HAMPIR BOLEH MELAKUKAN...
yeah~~

p/s:study like a boss