when "she" put me down and i run..

Bismillah...

what a busy month...
meeting everyday, every time, and everywhere...
and the application???Naaa...

well, talking about someone that put u down to a low level...
thats not cool, when u think u r better than others...
this is something that happen to me...
my bossy said : "u dont know this, u dont know that"
i thought, "if u knew it, show me"..thats your job anyway, to show me...
and yet, u dont know it either...
however...i may not be a perfect person, but i am not stupid too..
i once learn from a person call Dr.Eddie...
u know how hard to be his student...and i am his student...
so, please dont talk something that later will embarrassing you, bossy!

i just want to be a good researcher...yet, i am not a assistant..
i work 7 days a week..
bossy, u not paying me...please don't ask me to do ur not-so-clean job...
its Malaysian people money..so use it wisely, please~~
dilemma...should i stop study??

just because i felt down now,
so i do another job..instead of stay and have a heartbreak..
my schedule..

26-28 April: Gelang patah, Johor | i'm going t see fisherman..excited..with my lovely Dr.Nitty and my sweet girlfren CT..hehe
2 May: Meeting again..
5 May: PRU13..home sweet home senawang, negeri sembilan
6-8 may: Kedah..survey paddy farmer
26-28 May: Port Dickson | discussion group with chicken farmer
3-5 June: Kuantan | MSAP: for supply chain seminar..need to present a paper..
4 June: My proposal seminar..redundent with MSAP...stresss!!
July-October: Survey chicken farmer
October: Graduation-Day..Do some survey on consumer attitude...

enough for now..i actually have more than this..sleepy in workplace...

i have vitamin, hundred plus, kfc burger..and then work with my doremon...