Tuhan Jagakan Dia

Bismillah...

This song remind me about someone that i care so much...
sometime, even we can't see them, we still can pray for their happiness...

For Someone

Hanya dirimu yang ku cinta

Takkan membuat aku jatuh cinta lagi

Aku merasa kau yang terbaik untuk diriku

Walau ku tahu kau tak sempurna

Takkan membuat aku jauh darimu

Apa adanya ku kan tetap setia kepadmau

Tuhan jagakan dia

Dia kekasihku kan tetap milikku

Aku sungguh mencintai

Sungguh menyayangi setulus hatiku

Walau ku tahu kau takkan sempurna

Takkan membuat aku jauh darimu

Apa adanya ku kan tetap setia kepadmau

Tuhan jagakan dia

Dia kekasihku kan tetap milikku

Aku sungguh mencintai

Sungguh menyayangi setulus hatiku

Tuhan jagakan dia

Dia kekasihku kan tetap milikku

Aku sungguh mencintai

Sungguh menyayangi setulus hatiku

Tuhan jagakan dia

Dia kekasihku kan tetap milikku

Aku sungguh sungguh mencintai

Sungguh menyayangi setulus hatiku

Life is about to Change

Bismillah...

another jumaat coming!!
and i feel~~~ i don't know how to describe...
happy, worried, nervous...arghhh~~

Dad Birthday:
yup 08-Nov-1952 and now 08-Nov-2012
60 years...
i miss him..
especially when the day i becoming someone else daughter seems so much closer..
i once remember,i whispered my dad ears that day and say,
"i need you and want you to become my WALI, please stay longer for me"
but Allah love him better and much more than me..

E-Day,
all my sis is about so excited...
booking date,
preparing dress,
buying things here and there...
1,2,3 and many more to go...
and yup, need to preparing money too...

however, i don't get my salary this month...oMG
why? forget about it...huh~

theme?

NICE COLOUR RIGHT?

Really hope everything gonna be alright...
am i counting the day?
NOPE....its still too far...hehe

but the worried already here...
love rainy day!

Walimah, Weds, Married, and Happily Ever After

Bismillah...

Jummat Morning will full of Barakah...
Subuh prayer with roommates (Jamma'ah) give more peaces in soul..
peace that i guess i lost along time ago...hurm~~

BACK TO THE TOP TOPICS..
Well, one of my favret blogger will end his single life..
same age like him, but he much richer, machoer,and etc than me...
well, makes me feel older guess...huhu
read here: joe weds

to many of my friends end their single life this year...
my usrahmate,my facultymates,my friends and lalala~~
makes me wonder...do i need to follow them?
i think i should...

eh..seksi sgt ni..lalala~~tukar skit...

WHY DEAR?
Last nite, i have an allergic and go hospital for medicine..
and my friend that folow me ask...
her: are you really ready to get married?
me: well,even if i don't think to get married, the time is still on..plus, what if someone come to your home and ask for you hand?what will u do?
her: eee..i don't want that to happen...
me: ya, but what if?
her: i cannot think...
me: 1st and 2nd month we may awkward to live with stranger (husband) but then the feeling will go..even we not ready, time is still on, and may be he just around the coner...

the conversation stop there since, i don't know what is the feeling to have someone stranger in our house and our life..i just go with the wind..
i pray for the best, and lets Allah do the rest..no hope, just pray~~

PHD, Master and Work

Bismillah...

a bit confius and stress this week...
to many things to decide in life..
i am afraid i make a wrong decision...really scared!!

I've got an offer to be a PHD student in UPM..
they have grant and i have no worries about money and fees..
however, i afraid if i can't stand to finish those phd...
like i don't feel want to study for the moment...huhu
my boss said..
if i don't want to further my studies for PHD,
the Master is ok...
what?!!
she is really really really want me to further study under her supervision..
she said, the money is already there, but no master student...
so...
what should i do and act?

in the same time,
i got a call from sime darby for an interview : management trainee..
well, good opportunity for me...
somehow, i am in dilemma about continue my study or work...

if i go to master offer, i will get allowance RM1800 and master...in 2 years
if i go to phd offer, i will get RM2500 as allowance and phd, plus stress...in 4 years
if i go to sime darby, i will get RM1500 as allowance and possibility work with them...in 6 months...

so, what is the best for me??
continue? or
work?

really afraid if i choose a wrong choices...
pray for the best...as Allah planned for me...
InsyaAllah...there is always a way out...

1st Salary in the house

Bismillah...

Today,
feel a bit happy and great...
why, when i open cimb clicks and i can see my salary in there...haha
so, of course i a happy!!!

yet,
my Boss wanna bring me to see a car this afternoon..
simple and cheap car la of course...
and since she now become a big boss (KETUA JABATAN)
who knows if she want to give me a bonus...HOPE SO..or dream more..haha

cool and awesome car!!!!

plus,
i just key in mark of student today...
oh my..i can't believe i do that..
since i am a student just about 4 months ago...

more,
i got a call from sime darby...
yet i don't know if i ok with it or not..huhu
they said they wanna send an email,
but there no email yet...
can i be one of sime darby team?
insyaAllah..
i don't want to give a big hope..
but i do want to dream of a big life and money..haha

alright...thats all for today...

A Princess Wedding/Engagement Card

Bismillah...

Today i have thing to be done...
but then, after my 80% finish journal editing,
suddenly BLACKOUT..

and the whole thing gone...
crystal clear since my PC setting,
when you turn off the PC, whole things will be gone~~~
and my work...GONE...

then, don't have any mood left...ops~~

rest time,
i go to LHDN to get a date stamp...
then shopping!!!
not really shopping..more to window shopping...

after lunch hour..
i wait my boss calling me..
but not yet calling..and now is 4:33 pm already...huhu
so, i try to rest up my mind with creating a card..

well, not for me...
but who knows..that day will come..InsyaAllah

cool?no..yes??

Fed Up

Bismillah...

for the third week...
i fed up with all birokrasi~~~
hey, it just a simple job and it takes me wait until one month to be done?
yet not even done!!

well, i just need a sign and sent a agreement to office....2 weeks to get sign?
find...BIG BOSS BUSY!
but then, the sign is just a fake sign with rubber?
and it takes 2 weeks???what??
fine...be positive!

then i need to put a SETEM HASIL on the agreement...
with positive thingking, i go to PEJABAT PENDAFTAR
but then they said..
"u need to go to LHDN to "matikan setem"..
what the......
hey, i buy that setem one month ago...
and now, u said that i need to MATIKAN SETEM,
which takes me travel more than ONR HOUR (at kajang) and
just to take a stupid rubber cop date (which take a second to settle)?

i am mad with all this!!!

positive??arghhh...pleaseee la...

POSITIVE...
ok...lets settle that tomorrow..FULL STOP!!!