if only

bismillah

if only i can said to you "please don't go to football field, please be here and listen"
if only i can said "will you come and say stay"

if only people may heard what my heart say..
but they don't..
they just don't...

when people said they know you, they actually don't...
if not..they will not going away...and choose others

Mengahpus jejakmu

Bismillah...

for my reminder...and for his reminder

Terus melangkah melupakanmu
lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu
jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu
tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
kucoba untuk terus menjauh
perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
kucoba untuk lanjutkan itu

Engkau bukanlah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

Terus melangkah melupakanmu
lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu
jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu
tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
kucoba untuk terus menjauh
perlahan hatiku terbelenggu
kucoba untuk lanjutkan itu

Engkau bukanlah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

Lepaskan segalanya
lepaskan segalanya

Engkau bukanlah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

20 cent, RON95 and petrol station

Bismillah..

the story about increase 20cent for petrol RON95 still in the front page a.k.a hot...
well, of course...from MYR1.90 increase to MYR2.10 PER LITER is very very unforgivable..cewah~
because..it is not reasonable...
yet we are the petroleum producer..we have our own..yet, we still need to pay as what other country- who doesn't have petrol pay...thats not fair..

i just bought my car..not yet pay the first month installment...then this 20cen PER LITER really give my a headache...plus, it will increase all the other stuff in malaysia especially food...arghhh...
and the POOR people gets more POOREST...
syukur Alhamdulllah because Allah still give Malaysian a peace in heart..
poor people just shouting the unfairness in FB, TWITTER and other social media..
because we don't have any other place to go..sigh~~

well, because of this 20cent...
i decided to choose not to support people who does not support Malaysian.
for example PETRONAS...
like nobody know la kan..every year, bonus for Petronas worker is more than 12 month salary...
every person...and the profit they get is sooooo much in year...
but to help Malaysian??NEVER...

just for sharing...
before i bought my car, my friend have share something with me..
i mean, she said..don't buy petronas fuel...then i said "why?"
because...
(let me explain in Bahasa Malaysia)

"Minyak Petronas: diorang masukan minyak yang menggelegak ke dalam lori..jadinye partikel2 habuk n bendasing still ade dalam minyak...jadinya minyak yang kite dapat is minyak yang tak pior..minyak yang xbrape nak elok sgt la..mcm beras with 5% tu...
and

Minyak Shell (she give me that example): diorg bagi kite minyak yang da di sejukan terlebih dahulu..minyak y da disejukan ni bendasing2 nye da mendap...so kite akan dapat minyak pior"

get me?
thats why la, almost all people around said that...shell fuel is much better...and engine will be better...

but then i still use petronas when i bought my car last month..because i believe, its own by malaysian and it will help malaysian..
after this day...no no..i will never use petronas anymore...
coz u cruel and bad...arghhh..stresss!!

i like shell fuel..until today...
i found this petrol station...and after i use the ron95 (i pay MYR20 but get only 9.5 liter: after 20cent)...
my car run smoothly..i just like it..
it has so different feeling...
much better than Petronas...wayyyy better actually..
and it is...

believe me...it is unbeatable...
i think..since i need to pay more 20cent, then i need to get more than just a fuel...
then i thought, why don't give a try to caltex...
since they give fuel with Techron...
haha...extra la sangat~~~

i don't know about you guys...
but for me..i need techron for my car...
even to see caltex is really rare in my place...lalala~~~
caltex please open more franchise...hehe

K bye...

p/s: Petron???no...still boycott..haha..unless there are no more fuel in Malaysia...kikiki

choosing watermelon

Bismillah and Assalamualaikum...

After hari raya Aidil Fitri, everything now back to normal..
including my health..Alahamdulillah...

today is my best friend birthday: Siti Aisah Md Yusof..
yup, she in pahang...pray for her happiness...

why am i talking about this watermelon?like i have no work to do..

last ramadhan, their two man (look like 'pakcik arab') choosing watermelon..
i came and choose my watermelon for bukak puase..
suddenly they stop me and ask "which one is sweet?"
i stop and give a thought..
"oh my Allah...like they knew i am agriculture student"..hahhaha
and i said to them "u may choose the one which has darker and clear line"..
then they reply.."no..no..please choose for us"
hah??shocked and yet how they can simply believe me?
amazing huh..stranger and even foreigner believe someone who they first time meet..
but that makes me think..
normally, we are very hard to trust people...
because we don't know people..or just don't want to believe..
yes we must pre-cautious but we need to have husnulzon either..
especially musleem...
musleem pray and don't cheat...
continue..
and i choose for them a watermelon with all sweet characteristic..
and i pray it will be sweet too...

this is how u choose water melon..

hope it help u too...


p/s: Not all agriculturist know this tips..haha
and me, i just read a lot...lalala~~

New baby born - EL-FAROUQ

As salam,

i'm not that busy, but things change so fast...
i change my supervisor, and need to settle all my new proposal and questionnaire soon...
i have only a month to settle all that..horror..

and now, i am about to celebrate HARI RAYA AID FITR..
happy but not so happy..looking my account near empty...
walaaweii...

talking about my new baby born..reborn actually...
name el-farouq...and i going to call him 'L'...sweet little L...

here he is...

but then, working until Tuesday is soooo not cool prof...
with my teeth, hurt...oh my~~

somehow, i promise to myself...after hari raya, i need to change...thatz all~~
what kind of changes??will see...haha
bajet gempak~~

p/s: SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL...LOVE YA!

when "she" put me down and i run..

Bismillah...

what a busy month...
meeting everyday, every time, and everywhere...
and the application???Naaa...

well, talking about someone that put u down to a low level...
thats not cool, when u think u r better than others...
this is something that happen to me...
my bossy said : "u dont know this, u dont know that"
i thought, "if u knew it, show me"..thats your job anyway, to show me...
and yet, u dont know it either...
however...i may not be a perfect person, but i am not stupid too..
i once learn from a person call Dr.Eddie...
u know how hard to be his student...and i am his student...
so, please dont talk something that later will embarrassing you, bossy!

i just want to be a good researcher...yet, i am not a assistant..
i work 7 days a week..
bossy, u not paying me...please don't ask me to do ur not-so-clean job...
its Malaysian people money..so use it wisely, please~~
dilemma...should i stop study??

just because i felt down now,
so i do another job..instead of stay and have a heartbreak..
my schedule..

26-28 April: Gelang patah, Johor | i'm going t see fisherman..excited..with my lovely Dr.Nitty and my sweet girlfren CT..hehe
2 May: Meeting again..
5 May: PRU13..home sweet home senawang, negeri sembilan
6-8 may: Kedah..survey paddy farmer
26-28 May: Port Dickson | discussion group with chicken farmer
3-5 June: Kuantan | MSAP: for supply chain seminar..need to present a paper..
4 June: My proposal seminar..redundent with MSAP...stresss!!
July-October: Survey chicken farmer
October: Graduation-Day..Do some survey on consumer attitude...

enough for now..i actually have more than this..sleepy in workplace...

i have vitamin, hundred plus, kfc burger..and then work with my doremon...

superb cloud in the house...

bismillah...

i found something interesting!!

a cloud..in the house...

The question is how he does that? The simple answer to it lies within our powerful science that if you regulate the temperature and control the humidity of the space, creating ideal or nearly perfect conditions, and spray a short burst from a fog machine to create a cottony cloud suspended in the middle of the space you have worked on for this splendorous view even if it lasts just for an instant.

super right?letz do it at home..haha

p/s: got marketing exam today..all the best to myself