until now

Bismiilah...

The matter keep on playing in my mine...
did i'm the only one,having that feeling?
if yes..no wonder i've been suffered...
if no...no wonder we both suffered...

And then, I woke up from my dream...

Just another bad dream with cold wind, and tears...

Pray everything going well...
for today and day after tomorrow

New Thing

Bismillah...

Alhamdulillah for today and yesterday...

There are a lot of things happen in my life, and I suppose to be thankful for it...

First of all,
 I finish my writing (4 month ago)and waiting for viva...hopefully this year...I dont want to postpone anymore...

Then,
7 Months already...working in Johor Bahru..and now I miss my Negeri Sembilan so much..
once a month to visit my mom, my sisters, my nephews and nieces...it is not enough..seriously..
Job getting tougher..and frankly speaking...I don't really like to work with 99% of one kind of race company...its annoy me everyday...and now I stuck with it...attitude is totally unexpected...totally...

Then,
11 Months already...for me...as a wife...and counting...
yeah..tough job...need to have special skills for that..

see.... what a skill I have, huh?...

I can seat on the ceiling...like a pro ninja...watchhaaaa!!! 

Then,
I feel thankful for my new tab..I never had a tab, and this is new...
a very cheap one since I am now in a way of looking for house...anyone?haha...
The story behind this zenpad is, actually I've been tortured everyday by senior at workplace and thats the reason mhy I spend my money for this!! yeah..for my job..

It is good thing somehow...there are application that suitable for office job..intel inside..
wider screen compare to phone and other...not going to promote more, but u may ask uncle google though...

ok...that all..
I getting stress and stress...
This job suppose to be so much fun, yet because of the people...Its annoying and fedup things..

p/s: Kalau da tak boleh nak buat orang senang...please la jangan buat orang susah...u have done enough!!

BERSAWANG a.k.a WEBSITING

Bismillah...

How funny, when the thing that u loves the most, now become something that u don’t do…

Yeah..I know, my blog has become one of the silent blog…

But actually, there are soooo many blog outhere, once a superb popular blog and now become just like mine…BERSAWANG..

Somehow, somewhat, somewhere…

I’ve become superb bz with my job…and know what? I hate it…

I have no time for myself..I mean to improve myself..

All I did was research…research..and research….

I’m forgetting of what is fun-to-doing-job….‟things that I like to do and people pay for it”…

Arghhh…what a life…

Somehow, there is something that I like to do if I get stress…

It is sooo easy…try it…

1.  Open “Google translet”
2.  Then do set up the setting as below;
3. Then click the volume sign...

It superb fun, and I can listen to the jokes all day round…hahaha

Ok guys…

Just to make sure my blog not WEBSITING…haha a.k.a bersawang…

Until next time…

P/s: Kalau pregnant mungkin akan selalu post…kalau la…

a reflection of the past

Bismillah...

its happen again...

Really need a way out…

And turn back time…

At least 9 years ago…

Where I can truly go for what I want in life..

Not living for other people…

Not pleasure other heart and ignore mine..

I feel sooo fake…

Lie to my own heart…

Crying inside for so many years…

Trying to do things I hate…

And laughing for stupid jokes…

BUT;

at the end of the day..

i know i can still smile for all of it...

its been a while,

the past memories cross by...

and say hi...

just a glance, but its change everything...

that colleague is really similar to someone i know..

my best friend..the act, the jokes...totally the same...

makes me missed the good old days...

sugguh dahsyatnya....haha

p/s: how i always found the same person on all level of my life...

cinta kurnia Ilahi

bismillah,

MALAY POST ALERT!

sedang asyik menyelak sehelai demi sehelai naskah surat khabar percuma syarikat,
satu senyuman yang panjang singgah di wajah si isteri..
teringat gelagat si suami yang seringkali dibulinya di rumah..

pastinya dalam hubungan suami isteri ada saja panahan-panahan berbisa singgah menyapa..

kekurangan si suami tampak jelas, manakala kelebihan si isteri cuma pada berat badan nya..
janji dengan diri untuk saling melengkapi,
namun seringkali pelengkap itu tidak pernah tepat...

gaduh, merajuk...cume selang sehari..kadang selang sejam...
jika dulu perkahwinan di anggap manis dan bahagia,
cume garam dan derita yang nampaknya menonjolkan diri...

astagfirullah,
satu ungkapan yang seringkali di ungkap...
memiliki seorang suami yang kuat cemburu dan manja...
pastinya sukar...
dan memiliki seorang isteri yang kasar dan kuat merajuk,
juga bukan mudah..

alhamdulillah,
walau derita itu sering menyinggah,
walau bahagia itu cuma sedetik,
namun apa yang aku pasti,
kami suami isteri telah cuba yang terbaik..

mungkin belum cukup ilmu menyantuni hati,
mungkin belum mahir untuk hidup berdua,
tapi Allah swt sentiasa ada untuk mengingati...

cinta itu perlukan pengorbanan..
bahagia itu perlukan masa...

dalam perkahwinan,
pasti dalam kekalutan kerja di ofis,
singgah lah senyuman teringatkan "cinta hati kurnia ilahi"..

gurauan semalam mencetus bahagia,
kedukaan kelmarin semakin hilang bersama debu2 yang di lap makcik cleaner...
jauh di sudut hati,
doa agar tetap bersama hingga ke jannah...
bersama anak2 yang soleh dan solehah..

p/s: makin lambat kahwin, makin lambat dapat anak...makin lambat dapat doa anak soleh...rruuugggiii!

The Start

Bismillah..

what a hectic day..
keep doing my thesis..not yet done...keep on writing...
plus, doing some new micro-SME things..processing...business...
and sleepy..and hungry...and tired...
but the end of the day..i love it...
UPM and all about it...it is just the best things happen in my life..
there will be no where i rather be for the last 9 years..

and on 1st April this year,
i'm about to left this UPM things...
new flag color...
new environment...
new colleague...
i bet, it is a good start...
"to have a job that you like, but other pay for it.." (qoute from my sis)
kind like a dream job..right?

who will i work for?
yup..JCorp...
in Johor..with my soulmate...finally..
Oh Allah...Alhamdulillah for the love..
I really not see this will coming to my life..
Syukur..

Thanks for the treat...my friend..my best friend...
you guys is the best things happen,
and i'm glad we meet in UPM, and make memories...
the grilled, the steamboat, the coffee, the burger and the shopping walk..
Its stay...forever...
at least for more than 30 years..and counting...

Supposedly i only need to feel worried or happy..or excited..
because i need to face a new environment..new job..finally~~
however, i think i would be afraid and confuse too..
since, my co-sv seem like need me here in UPM...
she really want to have me as her RA, even its only one day job.
i really want to help..just help..
but when she mention she'll pay me..
then i felt "OMG"...payment comes with obligation...
I pray Allah will make easy on this...

I'm gonna miss UPM a lot..
it is not like i'm not coming to UPM again..
but its feel like, i need to left a part of myself behind...
I hope i can breath well in johor...hehe

see ya...

FOOD HUNTING MALAYSIA

Bismillah..

so many things happen lately...in negative way i suppose..
make myself feel a lil bit down n stressful...
after all..i need to facing with all those for sure..
since running away seems cannot solve anything

counting the day pass by..
almost three month...as a wife..
yet don't feel like one though..hard time!!

long-distance relationship..
nothing much different..nothing change..
feel like single most of the time..and that is not good..believe me

before i thinking about the lame day i've been through, all alone for this couple of week..
I'm thinking about rewarding my self..
not now....but soon...
I wanna go for food hunting..
I've search couple of places..seafood of course...

let see my list:

1. Shell Out..

16-1, Jalan PJU 5/15,
Dataran Sunway,
Kota Damansara.

Business Hours:
Mon - Thu: 12:00 - 15:30, 17:30 - 22:00
Fri - Sat: 12:00 - 15:30, 17:30 - 23:00Sun: 17:30 - 22:00

price seem reasonable..but for sure..I prefer the taste better...
this gonna be my first food hunting place...
especially when its show "crawfish" as one of the menu item..crazyyy!!

halal x?well, based on feedback, its seafood afterall...
and a lot of muslim already come and comeback..hehe

2. William Corner, Klana Jaya SS 26
Never go there..
but this william already travel from mouth to mouth..they said it worth to try at william...
worth is not the word you can simply say...worth mean worth..haha

I am really crazy for seafood...oh my~~

ok..enough for the second place..

final place..
3. no where to be found in Malaysia

I am looking for Alaska king crab...since my super favorite is crab...lalala
no where to be found in malaysia..
only small medium size crab..
know how big it is..this alaska crab?
it is THIS big...

and give me one good reason, why I should say NO to this superb-creamy-juicy crabby dishes???

however...its okey..
who know..may be i further my doctorate not in malaysia..
may be...
wait for me alaska king crab...argghhhhh!!!

fuh...feel cool now..

THINK FOOD, FORGET PROBLEM...AND STAY COOL!!