The Perfect Plan

Bismillah,

Today, my El already recover...
yeah after a thousand more ringgit paid...
one month salary..gone for El...
how El looks after the accident?
better, i believe..

El, the "putih-putih melati"

Shine bright like a diamond..hehe

Now, El is absolutely fine...Alhamdulillah...

Allah save me from a huge accident if i don't fix everything on time...

Somehow,
do i feel sad?
yes...a bit...
coz all my financial planning going wrong and
need to cancel almost everything..
yup..almost everything...

yet, do i feel happy?

frankly, yes..i do..

because all my friend always there to chill me up..

thanks all...

En.Wadi, En.Zul, Wani, An, CT, Azie, Mel, Amad...

you know, Allah always give the best plan...

i realize this..

i get my salary late one month,

then my car broke down..

so, i need to pay the whole month salary for the car...

feel sad a bit,

after that..

something happen...

when, i receive an email and message,

saying that............

yes,
i receive my mybrain offer..
success...

know what?
i feel so relief..
and peace and happy...

what i know, that Allah plan is always better and superb...
always...forever and ever always..

well, yes..
gonna wait for the end next month for salary..
but, may be because i should diet..
haha...
let see, how much loss i can get this month?

feeling down

Bismillah...

after one problem, occur new problem...
ohh, feeling so down...

i had self-accident!!

El cannot be remove from the road!

Thanks with En.Wadi who is worried and immediate call his friend to help...

This is Mr.zul..thank to him for 3 hour fix those broken arm...

problem with the tyre..
lower arm broken...stress..
which one lower arm?

the yellow one..is lower arm..

mechanic change it already, but yet..all the balancing and alignment are now problem..
not only that, tyre and also the other part of the tyre need to change..
and now i feel superb stress...

i know,
there is always "hikmah" hidden with every problem..
somehow, this gonna cost me thousand..or maybe more...
feeling down...
i thought this gonna show something...the sign maybe..
but yet,
thats only my thought..

loosing a friend is sad,
and having this problem also sad..

somehow, should i smile?
what a life..
it is very funny things happen around me..
something to small, yet hurting..
i should smile...yes i should...

monday sickness!

Bismillah...

sigh~~
Monday sickness..
i never say this..but now my Monday is superb busy..
maybe, my mind put that way..busy~~der...
well, the whole room seems blur and fenin2 lalat..

then, the memory of yesterday...
makes our mood better...
thankz survey gang...we do had a good time together!!

sharing the best moment in "survey gang"

Survey: Sensory Analysis

Having a Survey at Bukit Expo (convocation Carnival)

Preparing to "Cuti-cuti Survey Gang: First Edition"

Survey Gang at Batangsi, Semenyih..

having some relaxing travelling...having crafting, kayaking, bbq, hiking and exploring..

team member: Wadi, Wani, An, Tim, Mellisa, Siti and Suraya

Hiking at Batangsi...explore the fruit section...

well, the night before going travel to Batangsi, Survey Gang having a very nice event:

Steamboat at MAEPS...this is the best...Thanks to Siti, the one who treat us...

Survey team: Mellisa, En.Wadi, Wani, Siti, An, and team...

Person Missing: Amad, Mawi, Akmal, Azie and Rahim

This is the time when, we having fun in ball...in huge ball...since i can eat me..haha

Convocation in Rain...sweet girls~~

Shalini, our team that already graduate..yippi!!!

This is the time when we having:

Survey: Bera, Pahang

Title: Pasar Borong (with FAMA)

En.Wadi, Azie, and En.Reza excited to kill the huge price..

end up with a cute keychain..haha

Bera Survey Gang:

Wani, Siti, Team, Zura, Dr.Norlila, Dr.Nitty, Dr.Ismail, Amad, Mawi and Akmal (Sorry-half body)

Lunch with Girlfriends:

At Burger King, Putrajaya..

We just love to eat, having fun and right after that start diet..haha~~failed!!

Having Lunch at Texas,Mines..

Thankz Rahim for the treat..

Rahim now are getting engage with Azie...

Se u guys at Perak this Disember..Survey Gang is coming!!!

After having a survey at Merambong, Johor...

we stop at Melacca, and have taming sari ride...haha...

kill more birds with one stone!! love this team everrr...

Survey: Fisherman at Merambong, Johor...

we had a lot of fun there...terbaek~~

The man of the house: Mr. Zawadi..the best driver and "abg Long" ever..

When we have problem, he the one who can say "xpe..boleh settle"...

he is the best!!...

forget...thanks En.Wadi cause change my engine oil and filter oil..and he doing for free..

my hero...hehe...lets have popcorn Gerret later on..cewah~~~

Shalini Wedding at KL...

first time going to Indian Wedding..cool~~

Team Member: Rashidat, Team, Siti, Azie, Wani, Mell, and fotographer: Akmal

All my girlfriends...

we had a good time together...hard and fun...

soon or later, well going to finish study and move on to another level/world..

will never forget every memory we share...johor, perak, kedah, langkawi, pangkor,and others..

we travel together, having laugh, cry together...

thanks girls...

Last but not least...
Our next trip InsyaAllah, Perak and Pangkor...
Our next Holiday: Krabi, Thailand...

Can't wait!!!
Lets Go Gang!!!Dush~~~

and Monday going well after all...
and waiting for Tuesday to come..


Me,
having them now is a medicine and remedy to my broken heart...
a broken of a lost friend...

A Crap Friendship

Bismillah...

I know the title seem der~~~
but that is what i feel right now..
you know what, 6-7 years...
yes 6-7 years is not enough to get-to-know a person..
especially a person who actually like to lie...
because we might get confuse...
which one is real, which one is hypocrite, a lie..

in friendship,
what u need to do is ask and say..
i u really don't like people to disturb u, say it..
don't lie..
people someday will get bored with a liar...
seriously...

and me,
i thought being a stalker is not a good things,
if i want to be a good friend..
i may ask and say too...
but then, after being cheat for several times,
then i think, stalker is necessary..
"u always don't believe me"..ahh, damn word..

people think,
stalking a fb is one of the way to be a stalker,
old tactics...please la...
yes u can stalk using fb, but thats crap...people actually lie in fb too...
all u need to do, is doin some research..hah!
how?
only a curiosity can move people further..

what a friendship,
if a friend stalk the other friend...
i called that a crap friendship...
if ur friend saying something about going away,
believe me, what ur friend mean is "i don't want to talk to u anymore"
see...all u need to do is say it...
we all big enough to actually knew what u goin to say...
"i'm gone.."derr~~~what a word...

well, my friend saying something about goin away,
i feel terrible..frankly speaking..
"may be it is a better time to go"..
argh, for a moment, i believe it..
but then, show up with another name,
and left me with a terrible feeling,
that really make me piss off..LIAR!
really...
is everything is coincident??
the time, the day, and the person?

i certainly need to wake up from this kind of friendship..
it is sad..but much sadder, when u know the truth by your own eyes...

love

Bismillah..

when you u fall in love..
what u want to do next is to keep dreaming with your eyes open....
how nice the dream, and how it is actually a reality..
u want to live with it everyday..
just like a love song..
u can listen to it everyday..
for every single second...

jiwang~~~
but then my life more to..
KOSONG.....kosong.....KO..song...

judge and understand

Bismillah...

sick time!!
fever, cold, flu, cough and what else?hurm...headache..
heavy rain and heavy problem is the main cause..
Alhamdulillah,
cause there is a lot of benefits getting this fever..
well, only fever-man may know..haha

somehow, my friend said...
"u have fever, but then u don't seems like"
well, the truth is i do have fever...
i mean a person that close to me knew and realize it..

only the close person may have crystal-clear about yourself..
others may only put a judgement in yourself..
well, i have  a lot of people like that in my life..
judge but then don't even want to understand..

i love to facing reality in my life..
and yes, sometimes i feel sick of it..
full of lies and hypocrisy..
but it is life..and of course..
the only choice i have is to face it...

so,i choose...
deal with life...
and laugh with it..

for someone: listen.."now, i've done believing u"