judge and understand

Bismillah...

sick time!!
fever, cold, flu, cough and what else?hurm...headache..
heavy rain and heavy problem is the main cause..
Alhamdulillah,
cause there is a lot of benefits getting this fever..
well, only fever-man may know..haha

somehow, my friend said...
"u have fever, but then u don't seems like"
well, the truth is i do have fever...
i mean a person that close to me knew and realize it..

only the close person may have crystal-clear about yourself..
others may only put a judgement in yourself..
well, i have  a lot of people like that in my life..
judge but then don't even want to understand..

i love to facing reality in my life..
and yes, sometimes i feel sick of it..
full of lies and hypocrisy..
but it is life..and of course..
the only choice i have is to face it...

so,i choose...
deal with life...
and laugh with it..

for someone: listen.."now, i've done believing u"