sometimes small things make u happy

Bismillah...

just wanna share~
u dream big, u work big...
until some time, u feel all things is too big enough to make it real...
that big things become a big problem and make u sad and down...not happy!!

until in just a second, u realize..
there is a small things that makes u happy...
a memories...just a small memories...

that small memories makes me smile...
and the big problem no longer exist..
a memories between me and you...


The visions around youBring tears to your eyesAnd all that surrounds youAre secrets and lies

I'll be your strength, I'll give you hopeKeepin' your faith when it's coldThe one you should callStanding here all alone

And I will take you in my armsAnd hold you right where you belongTill the day my life is throughThis I promise you, this I promise you

I've loved you foreverIn lifetimes beforeAnd I promised you never                                                                              Would you hurt anymore

I give you my word, I give you my heart(Give you my heart)This is a battle we've wonAnd with this vowForever has now begun

Just close your eyes(Just close your eyes)Each loving day(Each loving day)And know this feeling won't go away(No)Till the day my life is through          This I promise you, this I promise you

Over and over I fall(Over and over I fall)When I hear you callWithout you in my life, babyI just wouldn’t be livin’ at all

And I will take you in my arms(And I will take you in my arms )And hold you right where you belong(Right where you belong)Till the day my life is throughThis I promise you, babe, yeah

Just close your eyes each loving dayAnd know this feeling won't go awayEvery word I say is trueThis I promise you

Every word I say is trueThis I promise you, I promise youI promise you

Mimpi si Puteri: Mengandung

Bismillah...

Once i was a kid (10 years old), i used to dream i getting married with someone who far old than me...
well, in that dream, i really2 scared and cry...
because i just a kids at that time and no way for me to live with ajnabi..NO WAY..
but if i dream the same now, maybe i will be happy...i said MAYBE~~

last night, i dream about something that also scared me...
in that dream:
i am pregnant...what?i not even married...
i was so scared and yeah feel so much desperate...i'm not married yet, but pregnant...
in that dream i really2 pray for Allah if that never happen...
but in dream, we feel real..right?so i keep crying...
until wake up...and i know that just a dream...

i still scared until now...
so i go to office with one  mission, to seek the meaning of my dream..haha
then i googled it...what that dream suppose to mean...
well, i not believe in tafsir menafsir mimpi...but yet, some dream want to show something right...
and i found this...

"1) Untuk suami yang bermimpikan isterinya mengandung :

Tafsiran = Sesuatu yang buruk mungkin akan menimpa / berlaku.. (Wallahualam.ALLAH saja yang lebih mengetahui)

2) Kalau diri sendiri (perempuan) yang mimpi dia mengandung :

Tafsiran A : Generally membawa maksud akan mendapat keuntungan besar berbentuk wang & harta... (Wallahualam.ALLAH saja yang lebih mengetahui)

Tafsiran B : Kemungkinan juga membawa maksud mimpi mengandung ni mungkin jugak dia bakal mengandung tak lama lagi....(Wallahualam.ALLAH saja yang lebih mengetahui)

But for those yang belum kawin tapi mimpi mengandung, bermaksud orang2 terdekat akan mengandung...(Wallahualam.ALLAH saja yang lebih mengetahui)"

well, after i read this..i feel much better...

well, who knows if i really become a rich person or my dream come true..haha

one more i learn after that weird dream:

1.never ever do something not according to what Allah want...or we may regret it forever...until hereafter..

2.never judge people and see others are bad than us...since, we also do wrong and have a bad side..because, even they do wrong, maybe they regret it and want to go with a better path in life..we need to show them a way..to be a better musleem...always husnul dhzon..

3.love Allah n Rasulullah...and you may have peace in life...love it!

TEARSofGAZA

Bismillah...

Last week, UPM already had a flashmob for palestine n gaza..
next week UPM have movie Tears Of Gaza...
people said that movie is the best..
well, i'm not yet watch that movie, and insyaAllah will going to watch next week at UPM...
wanna come along?

Here is some poster i edit to promote that movie...

still on editing since the ticket price not fix yet...
maybe RM2-RM3...huhu

come on all UPM student...support us to support GAZA...

FlashMob UPM

Bismillah...

Listen to the wind~~~

listen??

flashmob fever around IPTA...

for who?

palestine of course...

actually, i'm not excluded...

i joining one of the flashmob in UPM..

alhamdulillah pass already...

actually, it is not my intention to join the flashmob..

what i and my friend do is just to help as a runner or backstage people..

we make and create zionist flag...with the hope- that flag will be burning in front of all people...

but, yes...

then we joining the flashmob...accidently...yeke??

here couple of my picture...my picture ok...haha
gila glamour sekejap!!

Excited and Down

Bismillah...

Today..have a lot a lot of work..hate it..
translate questionnaire, prepare offer letter, plus booking transport for next week survey..
seems like this is my MASTER...
can i tell that girl :'If u don't want to do this master, why do u say want to continue"
free free je dapat master berbayar...cheater..

well, it is my job but,i help..not do..fuh~~

excited..
today i found something...
if u ever heard about this one SuriaFM guy, TYZO...
i found out who is he today...a bit disappointed actually...
TYZO is Tuah Zuqornain...what???
i thought TYZO is more to macho man..haha
boleh la...still i love citra muzik session everyday!!


Down...
about what?
my postgraduate application...hard for me to settle those since i have no transport...
hate it!!!!
i seriously need car..or yes, motorcycle...
mom..please allowed me to have motorcycle...uwaaa...

plus, i have a very very bad feeling about my day in december...
stress still...arghhh~~
Allah, please make easy my schedule...
and yes, Allah knows the very best in my life stories...

Gaza and Sadness

Bismillah...

the only mood that i have today is bad mood...
why?
cause i have a big fight with someone..
and most probably can cause my e-day cancelled..
stress...
so i sleep for one hour in my office..
and dream my dad come and hug me...
i cry on him...
he do really beside me all the time i guess..

beside that, someone ask me a bad question on a bad time with a bad mood...
the question is:
" do (someone name) is a test to you?"
why should she ask me that?whatever..
i dont feel like to answer that stupid question anymore..
for what reason?enough already...
i don't disturb your life, why should you?

a bad mood come with a bad news..
that stupid zionist still attack muslim in palestine and gaza...
that is the most stupid group i ever see..

boycott...
beside give our support such as money and doa..
we can boycott company that support zionist..
they deserve that...

but weird with those who don't want to boycott and ask other not to do so either..
just make me angry with those people..
TAK NAK BUAT SUDAH LA...AJAK ORG LAIN BUAT APE?

i guess they feel guilty to drink coke, and eat mcD while other boycott...
so they ask other...

what a mentality malaysian have...der~~

Checking Stuff

Bismillah...

well, the day seem closer...
ready and not ready...
yup, big fight happen between us...hate it..
guess, i wanna say..

WHATEVER...i dont even care...

forget about it...

lets see...
11 vs 13..
nice number.. i like it..
already prepare most of the things...
but what it going to look like??

sweet~~~
ops..not get my salary this month...
do dream come true?
i believe its true..hehe