Sharifah Zohra Jabeen..who is she?

Bismillah..

well, by today..i think i don't need to introduce this lady bcoz seem like all malaysian student know her already...here some link for those who still blur who is she...

video:   forum speaker insulting student (UUM)

seriously, when i watch that youtube video, i feel really mad..
as a student, i feel so disrespected by her...
how could she answer like that to a university student..university student ok...not kindergarten...
for god sake,
when we talk about our right, is that mean we least educate??
well, believe me..
i am first class student, and i feel the girl is wayyyy better than the speaker...
why?
1. the student ask why not malaysia prepare us, student with free education?like others country does...
and the speaker answered that we cannot compared Malaysia to others country...
my opinion: i thought if we cannot compare, why we are sooo dream to achieve what other country achived???..well, don't they start from a great education??plus, how about 200 billion a year for federal??why don't the speaker answer about that fact..
2. seriously she talk about respect..do she really know what that suppose to mean??don't she need to respect the girl...shake hand is symbol of respect??what about take away the mic from the girl and repeating "listen, listen, listen, listen, listen" over and over again until i feel sooo much annoying...hey! we absolutely not a kids..we are university student..and yet the different between her and that girl is "degree and O'level?" seriously??? nowdays, well, i am a degree student too..yet, i don't agree with you, lady..
3. answer with example of animals..again..seriously lady?????
don't make me laugh...it is so much pointless...so, thats the answer that degree student give?well, i believe u have fail many subject in ur universiti except animal subject..i guess~~
shame of u...
we as degree student wayyyy better than u...
4. i hate when people telling someone else..":if u dont like the way government treat you, please get out from this country"..seriously talking...who are you..this world belong to you???do government feed us??
do government give us house to stay...NOPE..we buy with our own hardwork and blood...we actually the one who feed the government...if you are the lecturer of UUM, i bet, nobody want to further their study there..since the wrong of your eduction is obviously wrong and corrupted!!

i don't know what the lady felt now, but she really need to apologies to all malaysian students...
for disrespected us...

Sunday

Bismillah..

sunday,
if there are no programme, i will actually lost what am i gonna do...

so, maybe hang out with some friend will be better..
since i really wanna go home, but there is so little time,
then i thought pop corn will makes me happy..
well, here...GARRET in the house again!!!
last time is when i spend hundred above for that popcorn,
and now maybe need to think again to spend that much since "gaji xmasuk lagi"lalala~~

Ok..i actually crazy about this pop corn?why??
well, u better taste first..i already make 3 people craving for this..haha..sorry friend..don't mean too...

move from KLCC just to buy a popcorn, then move to SUNWAY..well, so many freemason there..but that place is for those who like to walk and eat..i guess...shopping??hurm..nope...MINES better..hehe

last 3 weeks, me and my friend try korean cuisine..well, not bad since the person on counter treat us with one bowl of no.1 kimchi...well, korean food taste nice but of course cannot compare to masak lemak cili api ketam...oh my~~

 here got 2 picture...well, i dream to have dslr..but, phone is all i have~~

 the name of this korean food...hurmm..i can't even remember since the name is quite unique...got tongue twister..huhu...this one not spicy at all, so i guess, malay people don't really like it..but kimchi will make it taste even better~~~

this red one dish is taste..i guess..since that not mine..my friend said is much better than the first bite..

well, perhaps he told the truth...

hurm..
more, we have lasagna n pizza...
its been a long time...normally, i and my friend go for dominos..but now, we have pizza hut...still have a great taste..but i love new york crust even more...humm....nyum2...

lasagna...remind me garfield..

that cute lazy cat...hope i'm not become like him..haha

last but not least..finally i have make my dream come true when i try archery yesterday!!
yatta!!!!!
hope i can learn more since that is one of the sunnah...

my flyn once say that he want to have this archery set in the house..hope it will come true..inshaAllah..

 i have a fun sun-day..but sleep with a tears..
how come somebody that love u makes u cry a lot?
don't they forget the promise that they ever said and written?

i miss my akhawatz...please come back!!

Aurora - dream to see it

Bismillah..

hello! ohaiyo...
ever you guys see aurora?
first of all..what is aurora?

The Aurora Borealis is made when storms on the the sun form solar winds, or large streams of charged particles streaming toward the earth.These streams could have upward of ten million megawatts of electrical power. That is enough power to light up Los Angeles. It generally takes about three days for these streams of particles to reach the earth's upper atmosmere, or ionosphere. When these charged particles hit the earth's atmosphere, they exite the atoms contained in the atmosphere. These excited atoms have a higher energy state that usual and so want to get back to a more normal energy state. The excited atoms give off excess energy in the form of heat, or the case of the aurora borealis, light. The trillions of excited atoms give off enough light so that we can see the light from where we live on the ground, 43-200 miles above us. Below is a picture of the sun giving off a solar flare: the source of it all!

well, its hard to understand isn't it?
i dont know why, but i dream too see it..
because it one of the unique creature that Allah made...
love to see it..

let see some of the aurora great picture..

amazing isn't it?

life gonna change again

Bismillah...

i think its been a while i left my own all time favorite job: UPDATING MY OWN BLOG..

well, there is too many thing to do, and to be settle..
sometimes, i just make self sleep just to forget all the stress..even in office (lunch brake)

My Life Gonna Change Again..
in 6 month i've change 2 job..
and next month i declare that i dont want to work anymore...fuh~~(finally i say it)


going to continue my study as post grade student..
many of them ask me, why i didn't just straight away continue as PHD student..why master?
i still don't know if this is the best...
but, i'll try to istikharah on that...since i gonna change my status too soon...
where i gonna live after that,
what is my future planning afterward..
i really not really clear about it..
for me...
if i take master, i will finish up within 2 years..but for PHD, i need at least 4 years to finish..
so, i need to think so many things..
about life, about future..

for now,
i just wanna be happy with my life..
forget about the person that makes me stress..
forget about anything that makes my life miserable..
just wanna smile..

yet, i'm sick..and still sick..
seems like i gonna have all this until i really clean from my sin..
but is that possible?

for now, there is nobody that i believe in my life..
no one..
only Allah know me better...and only Him understand my situation..
and now i admit..i never be happy if i forget ALLAH...

end 2012, welcome 2013

Bismillah...

31/12/2012..

2012 end with full of love stories, sad stories, happy moment, and bad memories...

setiap yang hilang digantikan yang baru, dan setiap yang pergi dihadirkan pengganti...maka suka duka itu hanyalah rencah kehidupan di sepanjang kehidupan...bersyukurlah kerna kita masih punya hari ini untuk terus terusan beriman kepada Allah...

kesilapan tidak mampu dilupuskan, namun masih bisa diampunkan...

29 January 2012: a memories that will never ever be forgotten..my dad~~and still until nowadays  i and family  talk about him, like he never go anywhere..like he still exist..in our heart..we miss u so much dad...

1 June 2012: my first job..as teacher~~never imagine i can do it..but yeay! i can...just believe~~

1 October 2012: My second job after graduating...as Research Assistant in UPM...cool..but too much research to do...tired~~

13 October 2012: My Graduation Day...finally after 3 years..and first class degree is the most best things happen and for my mom and dad gift for raising me up!!

28 November 2012: I'm joining UPM flashmob as actress..shy!!
link flashmob upm

29 December 2012: My E-day..everybody happy~~just 10 month after my dad gone..but i know he always be with us..

I end this year with my best friend at academia:

with diana, aishah, nadia, lily, and mimi...
Yattaa!!

see u guys next year..ops~~tomorrow...

LIFE work NEED and DEMAND

BISMILLAH...

life...
what happen now?
is about to change..but nothing even done yet..
my sis, my mom is a bit mad of me..
yeah, one week left and i do NOTHING....
i don't know what am i thinking about..
to much things play around in my mind..plus no support from nearest friend..
yet, thanks to k.fuzah and ct for always support me from far far away..

work...
i never thought after finish my study i want to continue stay at UPM..
but what happen..i am UPM staff, for temporary...
and seems like final exam is just around the corner,
lots of work need to be done...

so, don't want to wait more...and it actually already done...fuh~~~

Need...
i need holiday..
i need to hafaz 4 others surah
i need to get home..seremban

Demand...
i demand to be happy even there is a lot of work and things to think...
i demand a friend who support not condemn my life...
i demand people to think others feeling...
i demand a person who have no ego...
i demand a good memoriez..
i demand more wealth!!!!


well,
i love my life...
syukur is all about to be happy..
pray Allah will always give me a great path..the tarbiyah path!

Dream Dress: Feel Like Princess

Bismillah...

suddenly i see this dress and really fall in love with it...

need to diet to fit in..haha..but, is that possible??

InshaAllah...

simple yet...nice and cute!

ask my mom laa to make it!!!

 looks like a princess right?

princess dress...dream dream dream~~~