Bera, Pahang and tired

Bismillah...

what a very busy month of October...
this month, i have soooo many part time job..
well, a big risk may result a big impact..

tomorrow, have a conference by FAMA at PWTC...
taking care for UPM booth there...
and fee for RM400 is absolutely not worth it..
somehow, department money...me, just having some fun there..
for sure...planning in mind already...

gonna be very busy till the end of this year...
Going to Bera,Pahang for 2 weeks already...
having some chit chat with farmers, consumers, retailers,
last but not least our Agriculture Minister,
Datuk Ismail Sabri (betul ke name die ni?)
he give this job to us...and it is tiring...arghhh
but we also have some fun..
with beloved colleague..
Akmal, Azie, Amad, Zura, Wani (Project Manager), En.Wadi, En.Redza, Siti, Mawi, and thanks to Imported Jerantut Fama manager, Rahim...hehe

fuhh...
will going there again in November...
after a busy convocation day...

lets have some Tempoyak patin again!!!

from right: Azie,Zura,Akmal, Amad,Wadi,Redza,Wani,Mawi and CT at hunted house...lalala

after that, we having a bumper car...terbaik~~

 this is the fun trip ever..sporting driver from UPM and FAMA

 Its time for Tempoyak Patin after a very busy day...only having lunch at 4.00pm

aidil adha dan pengorbanan

Bismillah..

talking about eid adha,
sacrifices is something u cannot missed.
and talking about sacrifices,
dad is all i miss...

it is hard to find guy that can totally sacrifice for his family...
a guy that can't sleep at night coz pray to Allah to protect his family,
a guy that say 'yes' to everything that his son and daughter wishes,
even his own self hurt coz knowing he can't fulfill the wish fast..

a man..
with a lots of burden on shoulder,
will always be happy when Allah is all he want in his life..
he sacrifice himself because of Allah,
he protect his family for the sake of Allah...
and of course..
Allah guarantee him by protect all of his belongings..

that guy,man and dad...
is all i miss...
and is all i want a man of my life to be..

but i know,
life is not as easy as it seem to be...
the "hikmah" seem so far away for me to predict...
but i need, still, and will always believe..
Allah swt is the only bestest planner of my life...

if i feel hurt, and sad...
ice cream is my medicine..
and thanks Allah for the happiness you give me all this while..
even without my dad,
i still can feel the spirit of him..with us..
eating ice cream happily as family perfectly...

 from above: oreo ice, durian ice,yam ice,strawberry ice, blueberry ice and the most superb is the last one, peanut ice...

Hyper Stress: Job on call

Bismillah

Just come back from Kelantan for data collection...
seriously tired and sleepy...
bus that we ride is super fast and take gua musang road is really roller coaster..
ever heard of Kelantan?
it is a part of Malaysia, east side..

we cover Kota Bharu area for paddy farmers...
yes we had a lot of fun with my super cute post-doc...

she is super cute and she treat us with so many sweet food...

and she can talk Malay very well...

however, theres a time when farmers mad with KADA (the governmnt), and we had to make calm of our self...wooo...it is really a situation that i'm afraid of, while dealing with this science social area...but yeay, we make it...collect 60 farmers survey for only 2 days...

just arrive at 6 o'clock in the morning, and today also at 3 pm, we about to go to Bera, Pahang..

and yup, also for data collection...

everything is on call...boss calling and ask to go..then we go...

it is kind of hyper stress sometimes...

but after we success to collect all the survey, then happy is only feeling left..

i love my job, and i love people around me...

and of course, when we be ordered to do on call job, the payment is actually higher than our salary..

that is the best part of being agribusiness-ian...

last but not least - my last on call job....(Cewah...),

on convo-day UPM, i have 7 days pack...

help my friend on survey...chicken sensory~~

come2...since we are about to give u a special gift...

this is my art...help my friend...my hobby job...lalala~~~

tired #_#

Puisi Cinta Sang Puteri: Sekali

Bismillah...


kadang-kadang kita merasakan sakit,
apabila kehendak tidak kesampaian..

cinta,
satu rasa yang bukan mudah di cipta,
satu rasa yang bukan mudah di rasa,
satu rasa yang bukan mudah dilupa..

rindu,
satu saat yang paling menyiksa,
satu saat yang paling sepi,
satu saat yang paling jujur...

orang bertanya mengapa sukar melepaskan,
hanya satu jawapan,
satu jawapan yang tidak mungkin ada yang lain darinya,
satu jawapan yang hanya aku yang rasa,
satu jawapan yang masih belum aku temui penghujungnya...

sekali...
cinta dan rindu itu cuma muncul sekali dalam hidupku,
masih belum berpenghujung,
dan masih sakit jika dilepaskan...

sekali...
aku cuma mohon sekali ini,
lepaskan aku dari penyiksaan ini,
agar aku bisa benafas,
bernafas untuk diri aku sendiri...

aku juga mahu bahagia...
hanya untuk sekali ini...

mr.bean a.k.a rowan atkinson embrace islam

Bismillah..

this is kind of excited to read people embrace islam..
now, havoc with the story mory about
ROWAN ATKINSON also known as MR BEAN
embrace islam n for sure become musleem...

i don't know if it true..
but news have said, he searching for the truth of religion,
when he saw a movie called "innocent of muslim" which a movie that fitnah Rasulullah saw...

well..
hidayah Allah is given to those who search for it...
might be for everybody...

so, if this story is true,
meaning that..we have new muslim brother from hollywood..
welcome with open heart...
happy to hear this..

and if this story is not true,
lets pray together...
for all people to accept islam and be muslim...
because islam is the best..

p/s: cannot hide my happy feeling...so i update twice today..hihihi

durian taste and smell..mix feeling

Bismillah...

13:10 pm: "ak kat amsterdam"...
ok..i guess..thats enough to know that my friend is safely arrived there..
sorry cause i just read those at 17:00 pm..
after 5 hour transit, another flight to regina...
all is well MB..

somehow, the reason i just read those msg is because......
 i just having some "walking around and shopping" work with my officemate and her mawi..
oh yes..and mr.beto-wannabe too...

after walking for 8 hour, then mawi said :" durian anyone?...anyone??"
then we stopped..

lets order "durian XO"
ever heard of it? A MUST!! if u a fan/lover of durian...
XO is one of expensive durian..as expensive as "durian musang king"

THIS IS XO
price just now is: RM12/kg
the taste: have a same taste like musang king but sweeter a bit, and less bitter...the size of every pcs is big..
the color: yellow..
the smell: its smell durian..haha
my comment: i like it better than musang king...but we pay RM18 for only "4 ulas"...yess..very expensive..

after finish this XO, and i fall in love with it, then we order another durian called "Tekar"

THIS IS TEKAR
price just now: RM12/kg
the taste: just like an ice cream...very soft..its a bit dry when it is go to your throat...the taste quite less durian than XO..have a small seed..very full after eat this tekar...
the color: less yellow
the smell: its durian...haha again ''-.-
my comment: and we pay RM26 for 1 tekar..but we have more than "12 ulas"..very big and fulling my stomach until we need to share the last pcs all together..huaahaha

i still can smell this durian now...and makes my other officemate angry coz not bring them together...how can?cause this is MAWI treat...i pay nothing..lalala~~

ok what about musang king? Full already...but i use to have musang king...
treat by FAMA manager...

 THIS IS MUSANG KING
The price: Free..haha thanks to FAMA
The taste: very powerfull durian..bitter-sweet and a perfect durian texture..
The color: very the yellow
The smell: i just want to make it as perfume..can i?hahaha
My comment: it is a perfect durian..taste smell...however..i like XO more..cewah~~

ok..enough with durian today...
lets have other Malaysian fruit next time...

for durian lover..please go and grab XO today..because the season of durian pahang i near end..
next is for johor durian season on november...
TERBAIK~~

at last

Bismillah...

yes we fight with each other ..
yes we hate each others...
yes we complain about each other...
yes we always talking bad with each other...
yes we always backup each others...
yes we sulking to each other...
and yes...
yes we are friend..

and today,
we choose our own path...
he with his way,
him with his way,
and me with my way...

but there is always a invisible bond..
something like
"i always be there when u need me"
and something like
"you know where to find me"

smile, cry, and fight..
hope its stay forever...

pray for the best...
choosing the path we don't know how its gonna be..
but...please
"be alright and take care"

one now in Canada,
one now is finish his study,
and one now keep studying...
pray all of us keep strong and stronger!
ameen...