end 2012, welcome 2013

Bismillah...

31/12/2012..

2012 end with full of love stories, sad stories, happy moment, and bad memories...

setiap yang hilang digantikan yang baru, dan setiap yang pergi dihadirkan pengganti...maka suka duka itu hanyalah rencah kehidupan di sepanjang kehidupan...bersyukurlah kerna kita masih punya hari ini untuk terus terusan beriman kepada Allah...

kesilapan tidak mampu dilupuskan, namun masih bisa diampunkan...

29 January 2012: a memories that will never ever be forgotten..my dad~~and still until nowadays  i and family  talk about him, like he never go anywhere..like he still exist..in our heart..we miss u so much dad...

1 June 2012: my first job..as teacher~~never imagine i can do it..but yeay! i can...just believe~~

1 October 2012: My second job after graduating...as Research Assistant in UPM...cool..but too much research to do...tired~~

13 October 2012: My Graduation Day...finally after 3 years..and first class degree is the most best things happen and for my mom and dad gift for raising me up!!

28 November 2012: I'm joining UPM flashmob as actress..shy!!
link flashmob upm

29 December 2012: My E-day..everybody happy~~just 10 month after my dad gone..but i know he always be with us..

I end this year with my best friend at academia:

with diana, aishah, nadia, lily, and mimi...
Yattaa!!

see u guys next year..ops~~tomorrow...

LIFE work NEED and DEMAND

BISMILLAH...

life...
what happen now?
is about to change..but nothing even done yet..
my sis, my mom is a bit mad of me..
yeah, one week left and i do NOTHING....
i don't know what am i thinking about..
to much things play around in my mind..plus no support from nearest friend..
yet, thanks to k.fuzah and ct for always support me from far far away..

work...
i never thought after finish my study i want to continue stay at UPM..
but what happen..i am UPM staff, for temporary...
and seems like final exam is just around the corner,
lots of work need to be done...

so, don't want to wait more...and it actually already done...fuh~~~

Need...
i need holiday..
i need to hafaz 4 others surah
i need to get home..seremban

Demand...
i demand to be happy even there is a lot of work and things to think...
i demand a friend who support not condemn my life...
i demand people to think others feeling...
i demand a person who have no ego...
i demand a good memoriez..
i demand more wealth!!!!


well,
i love my life...
syukur is all about to be happy..
pray Allah will always give me a great path..the tarbiyah path!

Dream Dress: Feel Like Princess

Bismillah...

suddenly i see this dress and really fall in love with it...

need to diet to fit in..haha..but, is that possible??

InshaAllah...

simple yet...nice and cute!

ask my mom laa to make it!!!

 looks like a princess right?

princess dress...dream dream dream~~~

MYR 54: GAZA Bread Factory

Bismillah..

before i further,
do my blog look cute?i've change it...for the 5 or 6 times..haha

anyway,
MYR54...
what u actually can do with it?

buy a flight to kedah?yes..u can..
other than that?
eat with family?yes....also can...

how about give a share in bread factory, but then all u will get back is pahala not a monetary?
pretty cool?
ever see a bread factory in GAZA...

Seriously look delicious...haha

Hot from the oven..terbaik~~

this factory is running successfully because of Malaysian help...
Gaza citizen can eat bread because of our concern....
They are our brothers and sisters anyway...we love them and will always help them insyaAllah...

last 12/12/12...
Aqsa Syarif team create a movie event: Tears of Gaza...
from our sales that nite, we make MYR54 as infaq to Gaza and Palestine...
it is just a 10% infaq for every sales..its not that much...since we just started..
but i believe, it is a good starting for us..me and my two roomates...
somehow, 10%  of the infaq before this is already sent to Aqsa Syarif..InshaAllah...

feel happy, even though i know others have infaq more, but we also want to be a part of them..

this is the money collected (other currency money is from my mom)...hope we can running more... InshaAllah

I REALLY BELIEVE PALESTINE CAN BE FREE!!!

BECAUSE ALLAH SAID SO...

1-2-34

Bismillah...

seriously, today is a busy day..since all student have 1 week left before final study week,
then i have a lot of work to be settled before that..
update class attendance, prepared final exam question..and.....
yeah, do master student pending job...hate it!

life become busy, yet happy since tahfizton (hafazan test) already pass last nite..
and other two weeks, 5 surah need to be settle and i'm not even hafaz one of them yet...

alright...
today is 1 safar 1434...and make it 1-2-34...
cool right...

one thing...
why people always said something that might hurt others feeling?
don't they think how hurt that person could be...
yes you tired, but don't others also have their own problem?
why make it more hard?
words and tongue...more sharp and hurt than a knife or sword...

when u said something to others, and the same thing goes back to you...
you always don't realize it...right?
you think you always right..in everything...u made nothing wrong...

people who have a hypocrite attitudes can easily be recognize...
and the person who recognize it, will always smile to that attitude with empathy..

i pray to Allah,
i don't want to hurt anybody...
so that, i step back...
when i step back people may also be hurt...
then i take 2 step, back..
until i realize, i am too far behind...
so i decided to move forward...
with hope and smile..
because i can't make everybody happy...
since i'm not perfect...

Coklat Aqsa Syarif

Bismillah...

ok, here...
i am about to be a dealer to this one chocolate company...
so, if any one of you interested, may leave a messages in inbox below k...

that company give 10% of sales to palestine, and GAZA...
and i will also give 10% of sales to Aqsa Syarif for GAZA and Palestine..
so, total 20% of your money will goes to GAZA and PAlestine insyaAllah...

interested?do, contact me...

PRICE: RM3.50 (Normal Price)

but i will reduce to RM3.30 (includes infaq to Palestine)

here is the flavour of the chocolate..
4 superb flavor...
i once be a sales person for this chocolate at MAHA..
nice MALAYSIAn Chocolate...cewah~~

ALMOND MOMENT 

 CORN FLAKES SLURP

 COOKIESLICIOUS

PAPERMINT FRESHING

my blood type 1: we are different

Bismillah...

suddenly, i want to know my own personality...
lets start with the personality of every single blood type...
before that... i have AB+...huhu
and my 2 roomates also have the same blood type as mine..
if not, we can be exactly like the picture below..

whats your type??

cool AB rite?lalala~~~

let see what happen if all blood type have problem..

and lets see what happen if they were in danger....jeng jeng jeng

unique plus serius cute....

well, thats why life is greata and woarld full of happinese and sadness...

and thats also a reason why Allah create fairness...hehe

continue personality soon k...
daaa...

sometimes small things make u happy

Bismillah...

just wanna share~
u dream big, u work big...
until some time, u feel all things is too big enough to make it real...
that big things become a big problem and make u sad and down...not happy!!

until in just a second, u realize..
there is a small things that makes u happy...
a memories...just a small memories...

that small memories makes me smile...
and the big problem no longer exist..
a memories between me and you...


The visions around youBring tears to your eyesAnd all that surrounds youAre secrets and lies

I'll be your strength, I'll give you hopeKeepin' your faith when it's coldThe one you should callStanding here all alone

And I will take you in my armsAnd hold you right where you belongTill the day my life is throughThis I promise you, this I promise you

I've loved you foreverIn lifetimes beforeAnd I promised you never                                                                              Would you hurt anymore

I give you my word, I give you my heart(Give you my heart)This is a battle we've wonAnd with this vowForever has now begun

Just close your eyes(Just close your eyes)Each loving day(Each loving day)And know this feeling won't go away(No)Till the day my life is through          This I promise you, this I promise you

Over and over I fall(Over and over I fall)When I hear you callWithout you in my life, babyI just wouldn’t be livin’ at all

And I will take you in my arms(And I will take you in my arms )And hold you right where you belong(Right where you belong)Till the day my life is throughThis I promise you, babe, yeah

Just close your eyes each loving dayAnd know this feeling won't go awayEvery word I say is trueThis I promise you

Every word I say is trueThis I promise you, I promise youI promise you

Mimpi si Puteri: Mengandung

Bismillah...

Once i was a kid (10 years old), i used to dream i getting married with someone who far old than me...
well, in that dream, i really2 scared and cry...
because i just a kids at that time and no way for me to live with ajnabi..NO WAY..
but if i dream the same now, maybe i will be happy...i said MAYBE~~

last night, i dream about something that also scared me...
in that dream:
i am pregnant...what?i not even married...
i was so scared and yeah feel so much desperate...i'm not married yet, but pregnant...
in that dream i really2 pray for Allah if that never happen...
but in dream, we feel real..right?so i keep crying...
until wake up...and i know that just a dream...

i still scared until now...
so i go to office with one  mission, to seek the meaning of my dream..haha
then i googled it...what that dream suppose to mean...
well, i not believe in tafsir menafsir mimpi...but yet, some dream want to show something right...
and i found this...

"1) Untuk suami yang bermimpikan isterinya mengandung :

Tafsiran = Sesuatu yang buruk mungkin akan menimpa / berlaku.. (Wallahualam.ALLAH saja yang lebih mengetahui)

2) Kalau diri sendiri (perempuan) yang mimpi dia mengandung :

Tafsiran A : Generally membawa maksud akan mendapat keuntungan besar berbentuk wang & harta... (Wallahualam.ALLAH saja yang lebih mengetahui)

Tafsiran B : Kemungkinan juga membawa maksud mimpi mengandung ni mungkin jugak dia bakal mengandung tak lama lagi....(Wallahualam.ALLAH saja yang lebih mengetahui)

But for those yang belum kawin tapi mimpi mengandung, bermaksud orang2 terdekat akan mengandung...(Wallahualam.ALLAH saja yang lebih mengetahui)"

well, after i read this..i feel much better...

well, who knows if i really become a rich person or my dream come true..haha

one more i learn after that weird dream:

1.never ever do something not according to what Allah want...or we may regret it forever...until hereafter..

2.never judge people and see others are bad than us...since, we also do wrong and have a bad side..because, even they do wrong, maybe they regret it and want to go with a better path in life..we need to show them a way..to be a better musleem...always husnul dhzon..

3.love Allah n Rasulullah...and you may have peace in life...love it!

TEARSofGAZA

Bismillah...

Last week, UPM already had a flashmob for palestine n gaza..
next week UPM have movie Tears Of Gaza...
people said that movie is the best..
well, i'm not yet watch that movie, and insyaAllah will going to watch next week at UPM...
wanna come along?

Here is some poster i edit to promote that movie...

still on editing since the ticket price not fix yet...
maybe RM2-RM3...huhu

come on all UPM student...support us to support GAZA...