Stories of UPM 37th convocation

Bismillah...

Happy to see all my beloved classmate graduated this year...
not only my classmate...
even my friends from bintulu...

CONGRATS U OLLS.... 

U GUYS ARE SUPER CUTE WITH THAT GREEN LEAVE HOOD

they looks so happy...
and me...
start to feel bored of studying.

pray i can graduate on 39th UPM convocation...
InsyaAllah...

They are about to left me at this UPM..
and even that someone...
gonna feel very sad and lonely...
no more fighting..no more sulking...and no more sharing...
no more singing together...no more round-round at putrajaya....
no more breakfast, lunch, and dinner...
no more shopping...no more burger king
no more laughing...
no more crying...
gonna be all alone...
by myself...

what if i feels bad?
i gonna lost a shoulder to cry on...
=(

another thousand times

Bismillah...

for another thousand times,
i may hurt my own self,
i may broke my own heart..

we expecting a person to change...
but what we get is a hypocrite person..
we expecting a person to be better,
what we actually get is a lie...

me..myself..
always found this type of person in my life...

i don't want to blame them..
i mean both of them...
but,

they actually change me to a bad person,
i mean, a really bad human...
because of what?
just because i am so disappointed with those kind of people in my life..
kind of hatred..

there will no time for hatred..
since life is too short..
but why?

so sad...
disappointing...
so want to cry...
but yet, no shoulder to cry on...

Yike Bike - Can i have it mom?

Bismillah...

After 2 days conference, and 1 day seminar...
i had a best experience, and gain knowledge...
yes, there are a lot of person out there that so much more creative, and superb...
like the professor in today seminar..

Prof. Peter J. Batt from Curtin Uni, Australia...

soft spoken yet powerful experience...

from left: Dalina, Ana, Rafidah, Team, Prof.Peter, Wani, Anum, Mel, and Hawa

after having seminar,
i need to examine the test paper..
well, my colleague say : "you have be so serious"...haha
that because of i don't know how to mark..should i give more mark, or less mark...lalala~~

not yet done with marking,
my boss ask me to take care of his class...
until i forget that i should help ct for tomorrow survey...
gomen minna~~~

so, since i all alone in office, than i found this cute little YIKE BIKE...fuh~~~
hope to have it one day...
ever know what is a yike bike?pleaseee don't say NO...hehe
here some of the picture of Yike Bike

its green-friendly...easy to carry, and absolutely cutee!!!!

 see...even an old man can carry it..plus even a kid can carry it...imagine how convenience it is..

only one problem...the initial price is quite expensive since it is a new innovation...

but then, if it can save fuel cost, why not, right?

(biar padan muke govern malaysia xdpt amik untuk dgn petrol)

nice huh? i thought of buying one...how?
let dating with yikebike...

made my day

bismillah...

real tired today....
after 10 hour of conference,
what i feel is sleepy and try to make myself happy...
so i just search image of my favorite food...
oh, my...
if only i have all of it...

 peanut butter is my favorite snack...love the taste..i can have the whole bottle alone without any else..hehe

 this "pisang kaki" is my unique favorite food..when i still in primary school, i thought it was tomato, so i very excited to explore this fruit...the price at that time is very expensive...and because of that, i only taste this fruit when i in form 3...which after 4 years stalker this fruit..cewah~~~

 this is my favorite fruit all-timer...Cavandish or "pisang berangan" is my favorite since i was kid..until now..but the price in Bintulu much cheaper than in peninsular..huhu

This is another "berangan" that i love...love it until, sometime i craving for this..ala-ala "mengidam" la...
this is my dad favorite too...and if i found this, i will be sooo upset if i can't have it...
oh, the other name for this peanut is "Chestnut"

last but not least...
the best part and the most sweet part in my life is, when i can have this vanilla ice cream...arghhh
love it so much..sooo much...

hehe...
this is the reason i love agriculture..
because i will stay close to the fruits and food...love it!!!

and even for today conference,
i found so many ''big" person in agriculture industry,
which support us as agriculture student,
to stay and make the agriculture better by Y-generation..
having a chat with Dato Ismail Sabri, The agriculture minister,
En.Ibrahim, Director of KADA,
En. Ameer Mydin, Mydin Director,
and have lunch with Director of Fisheries Department...
All of them, have a very wide experience...

one of the best part of today is,
when we have a chat with "ayah Ariffin"..
a director of RTC Kelantan...
He's the man!!

Nasihah, Azie, Hj Ariffin, Wani, Team

sharing experience and knowledge..
what else i need to be happy today?
may be a support..
but yeah, i promise myself for not to depends on others anymore to be happy..
because, the more you care, the more you hurt, the more u disappointing...

and one advice from ayah ipin...
"Jgn pernah putus asa, kerna putus asa adalah sifat org kafir...Muslim kene yakin Allah yang bagi rezeki dan menentukan segalanya...jd jika kite ade rasa putus asa...maknanye kite telah berputus asa kepada Allah..."

Bera, Pahang and tired

Bismillah...

what a very busy month of October...
this month, i have soooo many part time job..
well, a big risk may result a big impact..

tomorrow, have a conference by FAMA at PWTC...
taking care for UPM booth there...
and fee for RM400 is absolutely not worth it..
somehow, department money...me, just having some fun there..
for sure...planning in mind already...

gonna be very busy till the end of this year...
Going to Bera,Pahang for 2 weeks already...
having some chit chat with farmers, consumers, retailers,
last but not least our Agriculture Minister,
Datuk Ismail Sabri (betul ke name die ni?)
he give this job to us...and it is tiring...arghhh
but we also have some fun..
with beloved colleague..
Akmal, Azie, Amad, Zura, Wani (Project Manager), En.Wadi, En.Redza, Siti, Mawi, and thanks to Imported Jerantut Fama manager, Rahim...hehe

fuhh...
will going there again in November...
after a busy convocation day...

lets have some Tempoyak patin again!!!

from right: Azie,Zura,Akmal, Amad,Wadi,Redza,Wani,Mawi and CT at hunted house...lalala

after that, we having a bumper car...terbaik~~

 this is the fun trip ever..sporting driver from UPM and FAMA

 Its time for Tempoyak Patin after a very busy day...only having lunch at 4.00pm

aidil adha dan pengorbanan

Bismillah..

talking about eid adha,
sacrifices is something u cannot missed.
and talking about sacrifices,
dad is all i miss...

it is hard to find guy that can totally sacrifice for his family...
a guy that can't sleep at night coz pray to Allah to protect his family,
a guy that say 'yes' to everything that his son and daughter wishes,
even his own self hurt coz knowing he can't fulfill the wish fast..

a man..
with a lots of burden on shoulder,
will always be happy when Allah is all he want in his life..
he sacrifice himself because of Allah,
he protect his family for the sake of Allah...
and of course..
Allah guarantee him by protect all of his belongings..

that guy,man and dad...
is all i miss...
and is all i want a man of my life to be..

but i know,
life is not as easy as it seem to be...
the "hikmah" seem so far away for me to predict...
but i need, still, and will always believe..
Allah swt is the only bestest planner of my life...

if i feel hurt, and sad...
ice cream is my medicine..
and thanks Allah for the happiness you give me all this while..
even without my dad,
i still can feel the spirit of him..with us..
eating ice cream happily as family perfectly...

 from above: oreo ice, durian ice,yam ice,strawberry ice, blueberry ice and the most superb is the last one, peanut ice...

Hyper Stress: Job on call

Bismillah

Just come back from Kelantan for data collection...
seriously tired and sleepy...
bus that we ride is super fast and take gua musang road is really roller coaster..
ever heard of Kelantan?
it is a part of Malaysia, east side..

we cover Kota Bharu area for paddy farmers...
yes we had a lot of fun with my super cute post-doc...

she is super cute and she treat us with so many sweet food...

and she can talk Malay very well...

however, theres a time when farmers mad with KADA (the governmnt), and we had to make calm of our self...wooo...it is really a situation that i'm afraid of, while dealing with this science social area...but yeay, we make it...collect 60 farmers survey for only 2 days...

just arrive at 6 o'clock in the morning, and today also at 3 pm, we about to go to Bera, Pahang..

and yup, also for data collection...

everything is on call...boss calling and ask to go..then we go...

it is kind of hyper stress sometimes...

but after we success to collect all the survey, then happy is only feeling left..

i love my job, and i love people around me...

and of course, when we be ordered to do on call job, the payment is actually higher than our salary..

that is the best part of being agribusiness-ian...

last but not least - my last on call job....(Cewah...),

on convo-day UPM, i have 7 days pack...

help my friend on survey...chicken sensory~~

come2...since we are about to give u a special gift...

this is my art...help my friend...my hobby job...lalala~~~

tired #_#

Puisi Cinta Sang Puteri: Sekali

Bismillah...


kadang-kadang kita merasakan sakit,
apabila kehendak tidak kesampaian..

cinta,
satu rasa yang bukan mudah di cipta,
satu rasa yang bukan mudah di rasa,
satu rasa yang bukan mudah dilupa..

rindu,
satu saat yang paling menyiksa,
satu saat yang paling sepi,
satu saat yang paling jujur...

orang bertanya mengapa sukar melepaskan,
hanya satu jawapan,
satu jawapan yang tidak mungkin ada yang lain darinya,
satu jawapan yang hanya aku yang rasa,
satu jawapan yang masih belum aku temui penghujungnya...

sekali...
cinta dan rindu itu cuma muncul sekali dalam hidupku,
masih belum berpenghujung,
dan masih sakit jika dilepaskan...

sekali...
aku cuma mohon sekali ini,
lepaskan aku dari penyiksaan ini,
agar aku bisa benafas,
bernafas untuk diri aku sendiri...

aku juga mahu bahagia...
hanya untuk sekali ini...

mr.bean a.k.a rowan atkinson embrace islam

Bismillah..

this is kind of excited to read people embrace islam..
now, havoc with the story mory about
ROWAN ATKINSON also known as MR BEAN
embrace islam n for sure become musleem...

i don't know if it true..
but news have said, he searching for the truth of religion,
when he saw a movie called "innocent of muslim" which a movie that fitnah Rasulullah saw...

well..
hidayah Allah is given to those who search for it...
might be for everybody...

so, if this story is true,
meaning that..we have new muslim brother from hollywood..
welcome with open heart...
happy to hear this..

and if this story is not true,
lets pray together...
for all people to accept islam and be muslim...
because islam is the best..

p/s: cannot hide my happy feeling...so i update twice today..hihihi

durian taste and smell..mix feeling

Bismillah...

13:10 pm: "ak kat amsterdam"...
ok..i guess..thats enough to know that my friend is safely arrived there..
sorry cause i just read those at 17:00 pm..
after 5 hour transit, another flight to regina...
all is well MB..

somehow, the reason i just read those msg is because......
 i just having some "walking around and shopping" work with my officemate and her mawi..
oh yes..and mr.beto-wannabe too...

after walking for 8 hour, then mawi said :" durian anyone?...anyone??"
then we stopped..

lets order "durian XO"
ever heard of it? A MUST!! if u a fan/lover of durian...
XO is one of expensive durian..as expensive as "durian musang king"

THIS IS XO
price just now is: RM12/kg
the taste: have a same taste like musang king but sweeter a bit, and less bitter...the size of every pcs is big..
the color: yellow..
the smell: its smell durian..haha
my comment: i like it better than musang king...but we pay RM18 for only "4 ulas"...yess..very expensive..

after finish this XO, and i fall in love with it, then we order another durian called "Tekar"

THIS IS TEKAR
price just now: RM12/kg
the taste: just like an ice cream...very soft..its a bit dry when it is go to your throat...the taste quite less durian than XO..have a small seed..very full after eat this tekar...
the color: less yellow
the smell: its durian...haha again ''-.-
my comment: and we pay RM26 for 1 tekar..but we have more than "12 ulas"..very big and fulling my stomach until we need to share the last pcs all together..huaahaha

i still can smell this durian now...and makes my other officemate angry coz not bring them together...how can?cause this is MAWI treat...i pay nothing..lalala~~

ok what about musang king? Full already...but i use to have musang king...
treat by FAMA manager...

 THIS IS MUSANG KING
The price: Free..haha thanks to FAMA
The taste: very powerfull durian..bitter-sweet and a perfect durian texture..
The color: very the yellow
The smell: i just want to make it as perfume..can i?hahaha
My comment: it is a perfect durian..taste smell...however..i like XO more..cewah~~

ok..enough with durian today...
lets have other Malaysian fruit next time...

for durian lover..please go and grab XO today..because the season of durian pahang i near end..
next is for johor durian season on november...
TERBAIK~~

at last

Bismillah...

yes we fight with each other ..
yes we hate each others...
yes we complain about each other...
yes we always talking bad with each other...
yes we always backup each others...
yes we sulking to each other...
and yes...
yes we are friend..

and today,
we choose our own path...
he with his way,
him with his way,
and me with my way...

but there is always a invisible bond..
something like
"i always be there when u need me"
and something like
"you know where to find me"

smile, cry, and fight..
hope its stay forever...

pray for the best...
choosing the path we don't know how its gonna be..
but...please
"be alright and take care"

one now in Canada,
one now is finish his study,
and one now keep studying...
pray all of us keep strong and stronger!
ameen...