Hyper Stress: Job on call

Bismillah

Just come back from Kelantan for data collection...
seriously tired and sleepy...
bus that we ride is super fast and take gua musang road is really roller coaster..
ever heard of Kelantan?
it is a part of Malaysia, east side..

we cover Kota Bharu area for paddy farmers...
yes we had a lot of fun with my super cute post-doc...

she is super cute and she treat us with so many sweet food...

and she can talk Malay very well...

however, theres a time when farmers mad with KADA (the governmnt), and we had to make calm of our self...wooo...it is really a situation that i'm afraid of, while dealing with this science social area...but yeay, we make it...collect 60 farmers survey for only 2 days...

just arrive at 6 o'clock in the morning, and today also at 3 pm, we about to go to Bera, Pahang..

and yup, also for data collection...

everything is on call...boss calling and ask to go..then we go...

it is kind of hyper stress sometimes...

but after we success to collect all the survey, then happy is only feeling left..

i love my job, and i love people around me...

and of course, when we be ordered to do on call job, the payment is actually higher than our salary..

that is the best part of being agribusiness-ian...

last but not least - my last on call job....(Cewah...),

on convo-day UPM, i have 7 days pack...

help my friend on survey...chicken sensory~~

come2...since we are about to give u a special gift...

this is my art...help my friend...my hobby job...lalala~~~

tired #_#

Puisi Cinta Sang Puteri: Sekali

Bismillah...


kadang-kadang kita merasakan sakit,
apabila kehendak tidak kesampaian..

cinta,
satu rasa yang bukan mudah di cipta,
satu rasa yang bukan mudah di rasa,
satu rasa yang bukan mudah dilupa..

rindu,
satu saat yang paling menyiksa,
satu saat yang paling sepi,
satu saat yang paling jujur...

orang bertanya mengapa sukar melepaskan,
hanya satu jawapan,
satu jawapan yang tidak mungkin ada yang lain darinya,
satu jawapan yang hanya aku yang rasa,
satu jawapan yang masih belum aku temui penghujungnya...

sekali...
cinta dan rindu itu cuma muncul sekali dalam hidupku,
masih belum berpenghujung,
dan masih sakit jika dilepaskan...

sekali...
aku cuma mohon sekali ini,
lepaskan aku dari penyiksaan ini,
agar aku bisa benafas,
bernafas untuk diri aku sendiri...

aku juga mahu bahagia...
hanya untuk sekali ini...

mr.bean a.k.a rowan atkinson embrace islam

Bismillah..

this is kind of excited to read people embrace islam..
now, havoc with the story mory about
ROWAN ATKINSON also known as MR BEAN
embrace islam n for sure become musleem...

i don't know if it true..
but news have said, he searching for the truth of religion,
when he saw a movie called "innocent of muslim" which a movie that fitnah Rasulullah saw...

well..
hidayah Allah is given to those who search for it...
might be for everybody...

so, if this story is true,
meaning that..we have new muslim brother from hollywood..
welcome with open heart...
happy to hear this..

and if this story is not true,
lets pray together...
for all people to accept islam and be muslim...
because islam is the best..

p/s: cannot hide my happy feeling...so i update twice today..hihihi

durian taste and smell..mix feeling

Bismillah...

13:10 pm: "ak kat amsterdam"...
ok..i guess..thats enough to know that my friend is safely arrived there..
sorry cause i just read those at 17:00 pm..
after 5 hour transit, another flight to regina...
all is well MB..

somehow, the reason i just read those msg is because......
 i just having some "walking around and shopping" work with my officemate and her mawi..
oh yes..and mr.beto-wannabe too...

after walking for 8 hour, then mawi said :" durian anyone?...anyone??"
then we stopped..

lets order "durian XO"
ever heard of it? A MUST!! if u a fan/lover of durian...
XO is one of expensive durian..as expensive as "durian musang king"

THIS IS XO
price just now is: RM12/kg
the taste: have a same taste like musang king but sweeter a bit, and less bitter...the size of every pcs is big..
the color: yellow..
the smell: its smell durian..haha
my comment: i like it better than musang king...but we pay RM18 for only "4 ulas"...yess..very expensive..

after finish this XO, and i fall in love with it, then we order another durian called "Tekar"

THIS IS TEKAR
price just now: RM12/kg
the taste: just like an ice cream...very soft..its a bit dry when it is go to your throat...the taste quite less durian than XO..have a small seed..very full after eat this tekar...
the color: less yellow
the smell: its durian...haha again ''-.-
my comment: and we pay RM26 for 1 tekar..but we have more than "12 ulas"..very big and fulling my stomach until we need to share the last pcs all together..huaahaha

i still can smell this durian now...and makes my other officemate angry coz not bring them together...how can?cause this is MAWI treat...i pay nothing..lalala~~

ok what about musang king? Full already...but i use to have musang king...
treat by FAMA manager...

 THIS IS MUSANG KING
The price: Free..haha thanks to FAMA
The taste: very powerfull durian..bitter-sweet and a perfect durian texture..
The color: very the yellow
The smell: i just want to make it as perfume..can i?hahaha
My comment: it is a perfect durian..taste smell...however..i like XO more..cewah~~

ok..enough with durian today...
lets have other Malaysian fruit next time...

for durian lover..please go and grab XO today..because the season of durian pahang i near end..
next is for johor durian season on november...
TERBAIK~~

at last

Bismillah...

yes we fight with each other ..
yes we hate each others...
yes we complain about each other...
yes we always talking bad with each other...
yes we always backup each others...
yes we sulking to each other...
and yes...
yes we are friend..

and today,
we choose our own path...
he with his way,
him with his way,
and me with my way...

but there is always a invisible bond..
something like
"i always be there when u need me"
and something like
"you know where to find me"

smile, cry, and fight..
hope its stay forever...

pray for the best...
choosing the path we don't know how its gonna be..
but...please
"be alright and take care"

one now in Canada,
one now is finish his study,
and one now keep studying...
pray all of us keep strong and stronger!
ameen...

old memories

Bismillah...

when i was a kid...
i never thought a things on how to get and gain money...
all i want is i get what i want...
i once cry badly and don't want going to school because i have no money...
and i once saw other spend and have a lot of pocket money to buy what they want..
good food...good shoe...good school uniform...

and me,
an old shoe...koyak2..
school uniform that doesn't fit my size..
and food...we eat anything...

my mom, my sis and i had days without food to eat...
at that time, what i know that i am hungry and i want to eat...
but what my mom felt?
she must be worried if her son and daughter didn't get anything to eat...
she must be sad...

and now,
i grown up..
my mom alone..
dad past away 1 and half year ago...
and i want to make her happy..and get whatever she want...
i don't want to share anything of my sad stories to her...
i don't want she to cry anymore...

and if anybody make her cry...
there is no way for me to let you go easily..

if only she here with me right now..
i wanna hold her..
and cry on her shoulder...
and hope she gonna said to me "everything gonna be alright"
"soo alright"...

i just somebody that going to say..."don't worry...everything just going to be alright"
but...i believe the only person that can say that to me is myself..

i wanna go home...

once upon a time

Bismillah...

we always love to read a book starts with "once upon a time'

and we always knew that gonna be a princess stories..

but, there is a time when you realize that "once upon a time" 

is actually become one of your life stories..

but not a princess stories..

and u also realize that u r not a princess...

at last, you knew that the ending is not going to be a "happily ever after"

it is hurt..heartbroken...and really sad...

i thought that i never going through this kind of story in my life anymore..

i thought all that heartbroken stories is an old stories and i kept away from my mind..

always asking myself, why i always have this kind of people in my life..

create hope, giving promises and broke everything...

without any reason...

i don't have the ability to turn back time..

all i have now is this present time...

and i want to keep my heart to myself..

so it won't broken anymore...

"siapakah di antara kita, 

dengan rela menjadi pendusta,

siapakah dulu yang membina harapan,

dan siapakah yang memusnahkan impian,

tanpa sebab dan alasan,

kau mainkan perasaan,

bagai taufan tiba-tiba datang dan menghilang"