end 2012, welcome 2013

Bismillah...

31/12/2012..

2012 end with full of love stories, sad stories, happy moment, and bad memories...

setiap yang hilang digantikan yang baru, dan setiap yang pergi dihadirkan pengganti...maka suka duka itu hanyalah rencah kehidupan di sepanjang kehidupan...bersyukurlah kerna kita masih punya hari ini untuk terus terusan beriman kepada Allah...

kesilapan tidak mampu dilupuskan, namun masih bisa diampunkan...

29 January 2012: a memories that will never ever be forgotten..my dad~~and still until nowadays  i and family  talk about him, like he never go anywhere..like he still exist..in our heart..we miss u so much dad...

1 June 2012: my first job..as teacher~~never imagine i can do it..but yeay! i can...just believe~~

1 October 2012: My second job after graduating...as Research Assistant in UPM...cool..but too much research to do...tired~~

13 October 2012: My Graduation Day...finally after 3 years..and first class degree is the most best things happen and for my mom and dad gift for raising me up!!

28 November 2012: I'm joining UPM flashmob as actress..shy!!
link flashmob upm

29 December 2012: My E-day..everybody happy~~just 10 month after my dad gone..but i know he always be with us..

I end this year with my best friend at academia:

with diana, aishah, nadia, lily, and mimi...
Yattaa!!

see u guys next year..ops~~tomorrow...

LIFE work NEED and DEMAND

BISMILLAH...

life...
what happen now?
is about to change..but nothing even done yet..
my sis, my mom is a bit mad of me..
yeah, one week left and i do NOTHING....
i don't know what am i thinking about..
to much things play around in my mind..plus no support from nearest friend..
yet, thanks to k.fuzah and ct for always support me from far far away..

work...
i never thought after finish my study i want to continue stay at UPM..
but what happen..i am UPM staff, for temporary...
and seems like final exam is just around the corner,
lots of work need to be done...

so, don't want to wait more...and it actually already done...fuh~~~

Need...
i need holiday..
i need to hafaz 4 others surah
i need to get home..seremban

Demand...
i demand to be happy even there is a lot of work and things to think...
i demand a friend who support not condemn my life...
i demand people to think others feeling...
i demand a person who have no ego...
i demand a good memoriez..
i demand more wealth!!!!


well,
i love my life...
syukur is all about to be happy..
pray Allah will always give me a great path..the tarbiyah path!

Dream Dress: Feel Like Princess

Bismillah...

suddenly i see this dress and really fall in love with it...

need to diet to fit in..haha..but, is that possible??

InshaAllah...

simple yet...nice and cute!

ask my mom laa to make it!!!

 looks like a princess right?

princess dress...dream dream dream~~~

MYR 54: GAZA Bread Factory

Bismillah..

before i further,
do my blog look cute?i've change it...for the 5 or 6 times..haha

anyway,
MYR54...
what u actually can do with it?

buy a flight to kedah?yes..u can..
other than that?
eat with family?yes....also can...

how about give a share in bread factory, but then all u will get back is pahala not a monetary?
pretty cool?
ever see a bread factory in GAZA...

Seriously look delicious...haha

Hot from the oven..terbaik~~

this factory is running successfully because of Malaysian help...
Gaza citizen can eat bread because of our concern....
They are our brothers and sisters anyway...we love them and will always help them insyaAllah...

last 12/12/12...
Aqsa Syarif team create a movie event: Tears of Gaza...
from our sales that nite, we make MYR54 as infaq to Gaza and Palestine...
it is just a 10% infaq for every sales..its not that much...since we just started..
but i believe, it is a good starting for us..me and my two roomates...
somehow, 10%  of the infaq before this is already sent to Aqsa Syarif..InshaAllah...

feel happy, even though i know others have infaq more, but we also want to be a part of them..

this is the money collected (other currency money is from my mom)...hope we can running more... InshaAllah

I REALLY BELIEVE PALESTINE CAN BE FREE!!!

BECAUSE ALLAH SAID SO...

1-2-34

Bismillah...

seriously, today is a busy day..since all student have 1 week left before final study week,
then i have a lot of work to be settled before that..
update class attendance, prepared final exam question..and.....
yeah, do master student pending job...hate it!

life become busy, yet happy since tahfizton (hafazan test) already pass last nite..
and other two weeks, 5 surah need to be settle and i'm not even hafaz one of them yet...

alright...
today is 1 safar 1434...and make it 1-2-34...
cool right...

one thing...
why people always said something that might hurt others feeling?
don't they think how hurt that person could be...
yes you tired, but don't others also have their own problem?
why make it more hard?
words and tongue...more sharp and hurt than a knife or sword...

when u said something to others, and the same thing goes back to you...
you always don't realize it...right?
you think you always right..in everything...u made nothing wrong...

people who have a hypocrite attitudes can easily be recognize...
and the person who recognize it, will always smile to that attitude with empathy..

i pray to Allah,
i don't want to hurt anybody...
so that, i step back...
when i step back people may also be hurt...
then i take 2 step, back..
until i realize, i am too far behind...
so i decided to move forward...
with hope and smile..
because i can't make everybody happy...
since i'm not perfect...

Coklat Aqsa Syarif

Bismillah...

ok, here...
i am about to be a dealer to this one chocolate company...
so, if any one of you interested, may leave a messages in inbox below k...

that company give 10% of sales to palestine, and GAZA...
and i will also give 10% of sales to Aqsa Syarif for GAZA and Palestine..
so, total 20% of your money will goes to GAZA and PAlestine insyaAllah...

interested?do, contact me...

PRICE: RM3.50 (Normal Price)

but i will reduce to RM3.30 (includes infaq to Palestine)

here is the flavour of the chocolate..
4 superb flavor...
i once be a sales person for this chocolate at MAHA..
nice MALAYSIAn Chocolate...cewah~~

ALMOND MOMENT 

 CORN FLAKES SLURP

 COOKIESLICIOUS

PAPERMINT FRESHING

my blood type 1: we are different

Bismillah...

suddenly, i want to know my own personality...
lets start with the personality of every single blood type...
before that... i have AB+...huhu
and my 2 roomates also have the same blood type as mine..
if not, we can be exactly like the picture below..

whats your type??

cool AB rite?lalala~~~

let see what happen if all blood type have problem..

and lets see what happen if they were in danger....jeng jeng jeng

unique plus serius cute....

well, thats why life is greata and woarld full of happinese and sadness...

and thats also a reason why Allah create fairness...hehe

continue personality soon k...
daaa...

sometimes small things make u happy

Bismillah...

just wanna share~
u dream big, u work big...
until some time, u feel all things is too big enough to make it real...
that big things become a big problem and make u sad and down...not happy!!

until in just a second, u realize..
there is a small things that makes u happy...
a memories...just a small memories...

that small memories makes me smile...
and the big problem no longer exist..
a memories between me and you...


The visions around youBring tears to your eyesAnd all that surrounds youAre secrets and lies

I'll be your strength, I'll give you hopeKeepin' your faith when it's coldThe one you should callStanding here all alone

And I will take you in my armsAnd hold you right where you belongTill the day my life is throughThis I promise you, this I promise you

I've loved you foreverIn lifetimes beforeAnd I promised you never                                                                              Would you hurt anymore

I give you my word, I give you my heart(Give you my heart)This is a battle we've wonAnd with this vowForever has now begun

Just close your eyes(Just close your eyes)Each loving day(Each loving day)And know this feeling won't go away(No)Till the day my life is through          This I promise you, this I promise you

Over and over I fall(Over and over I fall)When I hear you callWithout you in my life, babyI just wouldn’t be livin’ at all

And I will take you in my arms(And I will take you in my arms )And hold you right where you belong(Right where you belong)Till the day my life is throughThis I promise you, babe, yeah

Just close your eyes each loving dayAnd know this feeling won't go awayEvery word I say is trueThis I promise you

Every word I say is trueThis I promise you, I promise youI promise you

Mimpi si Puteri: Mengandung

Bismillah...

Once i was a kid (10 years old), i used to dream i getting married with someone who far old than me...
well, in that dream, i really2 scared and cry...
because i just a kids at that time and no way for me to live with ajnabi..NO WAY..
but if i dream the same now, maybe i will be happy...i said MAYBE~~

last night, i dream about something that also scared me...
in that dream:
i am pregnant...what?i not even married...
i was so scared and yeah feel so much desperate...i'm not married yet, but pregnant...
in that dream i really2 pray for Allah if that never happen...
but in dream, we feel real..right?so i keep crying...
until wake up...and i know that just a dream...

i still scared until now...
so i go to office with one  mission, to seek the meaning of my dream..haha
then i googled it...what that dream suppose to mean...
well, i not believe in tafsir menafsir mimpi...but yet, some dream want to show something right...
and i found this...

"1) Untuk suami yang bermimpikan isterinya mengandung :

Tafsiran = Sesuatu yang buruk mungkin akan menimpa / berlaku.. (Wallahualam.ALLAH saja yang lebih mengetahui)

2) Kalau diri sendiri (perempuan) yang mimpi dia mengandung :

Tafsiran A : Generally membawa maksud akan mendapat keuntungan besar berbentuk wang & harta... (Wallahualam.ALLAH saja yang lebih mengetahui)

Tafsiran B : Kemungkinan juga membawa maksud mimpi mengandung ni mungkin jugak dia bakal mengandung tak lama lagi....(Wallahualam.ALLAH saja yang lebih mengetahui)

But for those yang belum kawin tapi mimpi mengandung, bermaksud orang2 terdekat akan mengandung...(Wallahualam.ALLAH saja yang lebih mengetahui)"

well, after i read this..i feel much better...

well, who knows if i really become a rich person or my dream come true..haha

one more i learn after that weird dream:

1.never ever do something not according to what Allah want...or we may regret it forever...until hereafter..

2.never judge people and see others are bad than us...since, we also do wrong and have a bad side..because, even they do wrong, maybe they regret it and want to go with a better path in life..we need to show them a way..to be a better musleem...always husnul dhzon..

3.love Allah n Rasulullah...and you may have peace in life...love it!

TEARSofGAZA

Bismillah...

Last week, UPM already had a flashmob for palestine n gaza..
next week UPM have movie Tears Of Gaza...
people said that movie is the best..
well, i'm not yet watch that movie, and insyaAllah will going to watch next week at UPM...
wanna come along?

Here is some poster i edit to promote that movie...

still on editing since the ticket price not fix yet...
maybe RM2-RM3...huhu

come on all UPM student...support us to support GAZA...

FlashMob UPM

Bismillah...

Listen to the wind~~~

listen??

flashmob fever around IPTA...

for who?

palestine of course...

actually, i'm not excluded...

i joining one of the flashmob in UPM..

alhamdulillah pass already...

actually, it is not my intention to join the flashmob..

what i and my friend do is just to help as a runner or backstage people..

we make and create zionist flag...with the hope- that flag will be burning in front of all people...

but, yes...

then we joining the flashmob...accidently...yeke??

here couple of my picture...my picture ok...haha
gila glamour sekejap!!

Excited and Down

Bismillah...

Today..have a lot a lot of work..hate it..
translate questionnaire, prepare offer letter, plus booking transport for next week survey..
seems like this is my MASTER...
can i tell that girl :'If u don't want to do this master, why do u say want to continue"
free free je dapat master berbayar...cheater..

well, it is my job but,i help..not do..fuh~~

excited..
today i found something...
if u ever heard about this one SuriaFM guy, TYZO...
i found out who is he today...a bit disappointed actually...
TYZO is Tuah Zuqornain...what???
i thought TYZO is more to macho man..haha
boleh la...still i love citra muzik session everyday!!


Down...
about what?
my postgraduate application...hard for me to settle those since i have no transport...
hate it!!!!
i seriously need car..or yes, motorcycle...
mom..please allowed me to have motorcycle...uwaaa...

plus, i have a very very bad feeling about my day in december...
stress still...arghhh~~
Allah, please make easy my schedule...
and yes, Allah knows the very best in my life stories...

Gaza and Sadness

Bismillah...

the only mood that i have today is bad mood...
why?
cause i have a big fight with someone..
and most probably can cause my e-day cancelled..
stress...
so i sleep for one hour in my office..
and dream my dad come and hug me...
i cry on him...
he do really beside me all the time i guess..

beside that, someone ask me a bad question on a bad time with a bad mood...
the question is:
" do (someone name) is a test to you?"
why should she ask me that?whatever..
i dont feel like to answer that stupid question anymore..
for what reason?enough already...
i don't disturb your life, why should you?

a bad mood come with a bad news..
that stupid zionist still attack muslim in palestine and gaza...
that is the most stupid group i ever see..

boycott...
beside give our support such as money and doa..
we can boycott company that support zionist..
they deserve that...

but weird with those who don't want to boycott and ask other not to do so either..
just make me angry with those people..
TAK NAK BUAT SUDAH LA...AJAK ORG LAIN BUAT APE?

i guess they feel guilty to drink coke, and eat mcD while other boycott...
so they ask other...

what a mentality malaysian have...der~~

Checking Stuff

Bismillah...

well, the day seem closer...
ready and not ready...
yup, big fight happen between us...hate it..
guess, i wanna say..

WHATEVER...i dont even care...

forget about it...

lets see...
11 vs 13..
nice number.. i like it..
already prepare most of the things...
but what it going to look like??

sweet~~~
ops..not get my salary this month...
do dream come true?
i believe its true..hehe

Tuhan Jagakan Dia

Bismillah...

This song remind me about someone that i care so much...
sometime, even we can't see them, we still can pray for their happiness...

For Someone

Hanya dirimu yang ku cinta

Takkan membuat aku jatuh cinta lagi

Aku merasa kau yang terbaik untuk diriku

Walau ku tahu kau tak sempurna

Takkan membuat aku jauh darimu

Apa adanya ku kan tetap setia kepadmau

Tuhan jagakan dia

Dia kekasihku kan tetap milikku

Aku sungguh mencintai

Sungguh menyayangi setulus hatiku

Walau ku tahu kau takkan sempurna

Takkan membuat aku jauh darimu

Apa adanya ku kan tetap setia kepadmau

Tuhan jagakan dia

Dia kekasihku kan tetap milikku

Aku sungguh mencintai

Sungguh menyayangi setulus hatiku

Tuhan jagakan dia

Dia kekasihku kan tetap milikku

Aku sungguh mencintai

Sungguh menyayangi setulus hatiku

Tuhan jagakan dia

Dia kekasihku kan tetap milikku

Aku sungguh sungguh mencintai

Sungguh menyayangi setulus hatiku

Life is about to Change

Bismillah...

another jumaat coming!!
and i feel~~~ i don't know how to describe...
happy, worried, nervous...arghhh~~

Dad Birthday:
yup 08-Nov-1952 and now 08-Nov-2012
60 years...
i miss him..
especially when the day i becoming someone else daughter seems so much closer..
i once remember,i whispered my dad ears that day and say,
"i need you and want you to become my WALI, please stay longer for me"
but Allah love him better and much more than me..

E-Day,
all my sis is about so excited...
booking date,
preparing dress,
buying things here and there...
1,2,3 and many more to go...
and yup, need to preparing money too...

however, i don't get my salary this month...oMG
why? forget about it...huh~

theme?

NICE COLOUR RIGHT?

Really hope everything gonna be alright...
am i counting the day?
NOPE....its still too far...hehe

but the worried already here...
love rainy day!

Walimah, Weds, Married, and Happily Ever After

Bismillah...

Jummat Morning will full of Barakah...
Subuh prayer with roommates (Jamma'ah) give more peaces in soul..
peace that i guess i lost along time ago...hurm~~

BACK TO THE TOP TOPICS..
Well, one of my favret blogger will end his single life..
same age like him, but he much richer, machoer,and etc than me...
well, makes me feel older guess...huhu
read here: joe weds

to many of my friends end their single life this year...
my usrahmate,my facultymates,my friends and lalala~~
makes me wonder...do i need to follow them?
i think i should...

eh..seksi sgt ni..lalala~~tukar skit...

WHY DEAR?
Last nite, i have an allergic and go hospital for medicine..
and my friend that folow me ask...
her: are you really ready to get married?
me: well,even if i don't think to get married, the time is still on..plus, what if someone come to your home and ask for you hand?what will u do?
her: eee..i don't want that to happen...
me: ya, but what if?
her: i cannot think...
me: 1st and 2nd month we may awkward to live with stranger (husband) but then the feeling will go..even we not ready, time is still on, and may be he just around the coner...

the conversation stop there since, i don't know what is the feeling to have someone stranger in our house and our life..i just go with the wind..
i pray for the best, and lets Allah do the rest..no hope, just pray~~

PHD, Master and Work

Bismillah...

a bit confius and stress this week...
to many things to decide in life..
i am afraid i make a wrong decision...really scared!!

I've got an offer to be a PHD student in UPM..
they have grant and i have no worries about money and fees..
however, i afraid if i can't stand to finish those phd...
like i don't feel want to study for the moment...huhu
my boss said..
if i don't want to further my studies for PHD,
the Master is ok...
what?!!
she is really really really want me to further study under her supervision..
she said, the money is already there, but no master student...
so...
what should i do and act?

in the same time,
i got a call from sime darby for an interview : management trainee..
well, good opportunity for me...
somehow, i am in dilemma about continue my study or work...

if i go to master offer, i will get allowance RM1800 and master...in 2 years
if i go to phd offer, i will get RM2500 as allowance and phd, plus stress...in 4 years
if i go to sime darby, i will get RM1500 as allowance and possibility work with them...in 6 months...

so, what is the best for me??
continue? or
work?

really afraid if i choose a wrong choices...
pray for the best...as Allah planned for me...
InsyaAllah...there is always a way out...

1st Salary in the house

Bismillah...

Today,
feel a bit happy and great...
why, when i open cimb clicks and i can see my salary in there...haha
so, of course i a happy!!!

yet,
my Boss wanna bring me to see a car this afternoon..
simple and cheap car la of course...
and since she now become a big boss (KETUA JABATAN)
who knows if she want to give me a bonus...HOPE SO..or dream more..haha

cool and awesome car!!!!

plus,
i just key in mark of student today...
oh my..i can't believe i do that..
since i am a student just about 4 months ago...

more,
i got a call from sime darby...
yet i don't know if i ok with it or not..huhu
they said they wanna send an email,
but there no email yet...
can i be one of sime darby team?
insyaAllah..
i don't want to give a big hope..
but i do want to dream of a big life and money..haha

alright...thats all for today...

A Princess Wedding/Engagement Card

Bismillah...

Today i have thing to be done...
but then, after my 80% finish journal editing,
suddenly BLACKOUT..

and the whole thing gone...
crystal clear since my PC setting,
when you turn off the PC, whole things will be gone~~~
and my work...GONE...

then, don't have any mood left...ops~~

rest time,
i go to LHDN to get a date stamp...
then shopping!!!
not really shopping..more to window shopping...

after lunch hour..
i wait my boss calling me..
but not yet calling..and now is 4:33 pm already...huhu
so, i try to rest up my mind with creating a card..

well, not for me...
but who knows..that day will come..InsyaAllah

cool?no..yes??

Fed Up

Bismillah...

for the third week...
i fed up with all birokrasi~~~
hey, it just a simple job and it takes me wait until one month to be done?
yet not even done!!

well, i just need a sign and sent a agreement to office....2 weeks to get sign?
find...BIG BOSS BUSY!
but then, the sign is just a fake sign with rubber?
and it takes 2 weeks???what??
fine...be positive!

then i need to put a SETEM HASIL on the agreement...
with positive thingking, i go to PEJABAT PENDAFTAR
but then they said..
"u need to go to LHDN to "matikan setem"..
what the......
hey, i buy that setem one month ago...
and now, u said that i need to MATIKAN SETEM,
which takes me travel more than ONR HOUR (at kajang) and
just to take a stupid rubber cop date (which take a second to settle)?

i am mad with all this!!!

positive??arghhh...pleaseee la...

POSITIVE...
ok...lets settle that tomorrow..FULL STOP!!!

A Beautiful Moments

Bismillah...

Today, again..
i need to be a examiner guard...huhu
a moment i think, just pass few month, i am a student..
and now, i am in front of them..
imagine that...
thats was an awkward moment actually...

what a beautiful life to be a student, right?
have a lots of friend...
free life, free time, free action...

now, every single thing, i need to think..
money, time, holiday...married
burden~~

know what...
if you feel burden, just listen to a beautiful song and remember the beautiful moment!!
and you will like princess~~~

eh...I AM PRINCESS!!lalala~~

UPM Konvokesyen - 36 :Graduate!

Bismillah..

Finally, i'm graduated!

with 1st class degree..
not so proud since i'm jobless...
wait, i am a contract worker as research assistant...
BUT...
research not yet start..boring!!

thanks to:

My mom and dad...

miss my dad so much...

really want him to be here in my graduation day...

see him smile, with my result..

and mom..thanks for every single things you done for me!

thanks to:
all my sister and brother for the support...

thanks to:

My coursemate, my friend..

its rain but you guys still be there for me..

touching~~~

thanks to:
my lecturer especially Dr. Nitty (My PA)- the grey-red robe

and all the lecturer..
Prof. Zainal Abidin, Dr. Abdullahi Farah, Dr. Norlila, Dr.Norsida, Dr.Amin, Dr. Juwaidah,
Dr.Eddie, Prof. Azizah, Dr. Idham, En.Faizal, En.Wan, En.Maafor, En.Hisham, Prof Daud Silong,
Madam Sharifah, and others UPM staff...

Special thanks to:

Teh Arfah - for support me all the time...
Mastura Norlaili - for be the main girlfriend in life..
Aisah, Nadia - for make a happy moment in my life
Meha, CT, Sue, Mimi - for makes my life full of unforgettable moment..
Akmal - since we always in one group, you help me a lot to get a great result..hehe
Mior,Amad,Sobah- thanks coz be a good teammates along the year in UPM..

and thanks to all...
believe me...
one moment, if i think back..
i won't be here if not because of you guys that appear along the way in my life...
thankz!!!!

what an Incident - Trauma

Bismillah

In the name of Allah, the most gracious and most merciful..

today, i feel much better than 2 days ago..
why?
because i had an accident...at roundabout...
i always afraid with roundabout, and now i am the one of the...
what shout i said? victim or the defender?

the stories is like this...
i was going to Damansara urgently..
at roundabout, i want to go to 12 o'clock...
suddenly a motorcycle come speedly from 9 o'clock..
i couldn't brake, and hit him at the back of his motorcycle..
yes..he fell down and his shoulder maybe "misplace"...
my friend and i call the ambulance directly, and the ambulance come,
take the boy (form5 student) and just like that..happen in 10 minutes..
i dont know the boys name...or else about him..

according to the guard and doctor..
the boy is actually the one who guilty...
but, my self feel bad too...

my friend ask for her mother phone number,
but the number she gave to us is not in services?
what that suppose to mean??

i didn't ask for claim or what...
just worried about him actually...
until now, no more news about him...

i am going to do a police report today..
and hope the boy is absolutely find and can take the SPM exam this november..

i actually in trauma...afraid...worried...

i couldn't drive in peace as i do before..

always trauma when see motorcycle around my car while i driving..

please to all rider...
i one of the motorcycle rider too,
ride carefully...for your own sake..
you are 360 degree in danger all the time while riding...so please...

my stories maybe seems simple,but remember..

ITS STILL ACCIDENT!!

Matilah Kau (You Go to Die)-Once

Bismillah..

today, i really wanna scream...
arghh!!

hey, wait...why??
Nothing..I just about to know something that i unsatisfied..
what?
when ever i think about this problem, now become a true stories..before this, i just expected..
but now, the truth is reveal...and hate it!!!


if you read this..what i wanna say to you is:
when i put a trust on you and you cheat,
not one, but more than twice!!
you no longer my best friend, and no longer a friend..
and maybe not even close to a person that i want to meet in my life again..
EVERRR

i just wanna say n sing this song with smile to someone that i once believe in mylife..CRUEL-OF-ME

ever heard Once song?title...

YOU-GO-TO-DIE

Mawah merah yang ku cium

Ternyata menusuk dan beracun

Wanginya menyenangkan hatiku

Membuatku tak karuan

Sehari tak bertemu dengannya

Serasa hampa dalam hatiku

Ku mabuk cinta yang tak terbaca

Oleh naluriku

Dia sama sekali tak cintai diriku

Dia hanya memanfaatkan diriku

Reff:

Matilah kau di dalam hatiku

YOU GO TO DIE IN MY HEART

Bawa pergi saja dirimu

BRING YOURSELF 

Sampai ke dasar lautan

TO THE DEEP-inside THE SEA

Matilah kau bersama cintaku

Banyak berharaplah dirimu

Semoga dapat bahagia

Berharaplah

Ku berlutut di bawah kakinya

Ku berikan hatiku untuknya

Ku telan semua luka-luka

Ku tak punya perisai lagi

Sehari tak bertemu dengannya

Serasa hampa dalam hatiku

Ku mabuk cinta yang tak terbaca

Oleh naluriku

fully satisfied!

Government staff-Malaysia

Bismillah...

well, you guys ever come to Malaysia?
if yes, ever deal with one of them (Government Staff)?
what do you think?
do they deserve a month and a half bonus this year???

my opinion is..THEY DON'T DESERVE our money!!

why??
on monday this week..
i go to one of the department here, just to get a sign..
yet, the person in charge is MC..well, nobody else wanna help though..
i just want a sign..thats all..its ok..i leave a notice there say i will come tomorrow..
then i come the day after...
SHE saids.."i already post to the faculty"..well, kind of weirdo because i'm not faculty staff...
but its ok..i come everyday to faculty to make sure my form are there..
yet now is friday..and my form wasn't at the faculty yet..how come???

then i go back to the department and ask detail about where my form goes?
know what?
SHE saids "oh, your form not yet sign and my boss not in the office..come next week"
and i said "THANKS" but heart said..."THATs IS SO STUPID AND YOU SHOULD RESIGN"

SHE and government staff like her really don't deserve that bonus...

the truth is like this!!

PRIVATE STAFF:

GOVERNMENT STAFF:

got the picture??explain plezzz....

normally private company always in their office even in lunch hour to serve customer..yet they work really hard...i know because i once work with TESCO sdn bhd...

but...
government always go out and eat 3 times a day (between 9am-5pm)...
break morning should be 10:30am...at 10am you won't find any person in the office..
lunch:1pm..at 12 you won't get serve anymore..they rest already...until 3pm even thought they should be in the office at 2pm....
at evening 4:30pm...they already packs their stuff and get home..THE END!!!

moral of the story...

i hate when we as MALAYSIAN need to pay money to THOSE KIND OF PEOPLE...

MBLAQ-ITS WAR:idea,novel and crying

Bismillah...

Know what, i try to write a novel today...just try...
who knows someone will publish my novel...
about what?hurm~~
don't know...just write whatever i know..

where i got that idea??crazy huh??
well, i listen to a song by MBLAQ-ITS WAR...
i don't get any idea what they sing but,
what i know the video music for that song is really touch my heart..
i even cry everytime i hear to the song and remember that music video...
yeah...i am crying!!lalala
even Cinderella cry when someone broke her heart so..

the most climax moments today is:
when i really desperately want to eat this.....

STRAWBERRY PIE

and THIS....

STRAWBERRY DIP WITH CHOCLATE

and THIS....

PAVLOVA BERRY'S

Oh my Allah...

i know i can't eat those coz it make me bigger and sick...but syukur Alhamdulillah cause let me imagine those beautiful food and dessert....nyummmy..hehe

before that...

know what??Pakcik at Pusat Jualan UPM treat us with kedondong and kuah rojak today...

not bad actually...Allah knows the best for us...

steal, robber, thief...

Bismillah...

today...pending jobs seems to be settle slowly...alhamdulillah..
but birokrasi is very very make things much slow~~derrr

actually, my friend almost lost her motorcycle..
someone seems wanna steal it..but thanks Allah coz, maybe the lock seem hard to be broke,
then the thief just giving up..guess so~~
but then the lock is already broken and my friend can't unlock the lock..get me?hehe

all mechanics don't want to help us..what a selfish..
we suddenly ask help from UPM guard and they are hero!!

because of this, i just have a breakfast and luch with THIS...

on diet???
yeah NO...i just dont have mood to eat...ahaks!
no la..its just, to many things need to be settle and travel..

I WANT A CAR!!please~~~~~

desperate already...lalala~~~~